A Whale For The Killing (18 page)

“I can’t read!” he shouted back—and I was ashamed of myself for not remembering that he, like many another outport man of his generation, had never had a chance to get much schooling.

“No matter
could
I read,” he added defiantly, “I got me rights to go where I wants on the water, and ’tis what I aims to do!”

The timely arrival of the police launch saved the situation. Rose’s boat was freed and he was persuaded by the constable not to motor into the centre of the Pond. But Murdoch could only use persuasion and, as the afternoon wore on, this was not enough. Several boatloads of young men challenged the police, and me, by roaring into the Pond. In our presence they did not quite have nerve enough to chase the whale, but they disturbed her sufficiently so that her erratic attempts to keep clear of them took her into dangerously shoal waters.

In contrast to the quiet of the early morning, it was now growing into a tense and miserable afternoon. Although most of the people present were seemingly content just to watch, the hostility between myself and the speedboat crowd hung over the Pond like a miasma. I was afraid that not even the presence of the policeman would be enough to restrain them, and I dreaded the possibility of another outburst such as had occurred on Sunday.

The tension was eased somewhat when a party of officers from the CGS
Montgomery
came ashore to see the whale. The oceanographer was with them and he proved to be as sympathetic as I could have hoped. He told me the Guardian was still standing watch beyond the cove, but that he had sheered off and sounded when the press of visiting boats became too heavy.

Danny and Murdoch agreed to remain at the Pond until all the intruding boats had gone, since I had to return to Messers to organize the next seining expedition. I could only hope their mere presence would deter the “sportsmen” in the speedboats, and I was in a depressed state of mind as Onie piloted us homeward. He sensed it, and as he dropped me at Sim’s stage, he said quietly:

“Don’t you take it too hard now, Skipper. They’s a good many people don’t want that whale hurted. They thinks you’s doing the right thing. Seems like Burgeo’s gone adrift these times. People moved in from all along the coast, all mixed up together like mackerel in a puncheon. And some of they gone sour because of it, and don’t rightly know what they’s about.”

THE ATTEMPT AT herring seining that evening was a fiasco. A porpoise expert from Florida had suggested that we try using lights to attract schools of small fish so they could more easily be seined. So I had borrowed a Delco generator from the fish plant and, when we reached Aldridges, I installed it on shore and set up a pair of lights which flooded the mouth of the gut.

The generator and lights worked well, but when the men made their first sweep across the cove, the seine hooked on the bottom and tore to shreds. When I went aboard one of the dories to look at the remnants of it, I found I could pull it apart as easily as if it had been made of rotten straw. I could get no credible explanation from anyone as to why the net, which had functioned well enough only two days earlier, should suddenly be rotten now. When I asked Curt, he refused to answer or to meet my eyes. The Andersons, on the other hand, were defiantly defensive at the implication that they had substituted an old and useless net.

“’Tain’t the net’s fault, bye. Nothing wrong with she. ’Tis hard use beat her up on the rocks. ’Tis only foolishness to fish a net on foul bottom. We only risked her to pleasure you, and now we’s lost our net. Who’s going to pay for it, we wants to know?”

Disgusted, I sent the Andersons on their way. The rest of us remained and kept the floodlights burning, hoping they would attract at least some herring into the Pond. A few barrels did in fact enter the mouth of the channel but they were reluctant to swim through it, and we could easily see why.

Undeterred by the brilliant glare, the lady whale had appeared at our end of the Pond, where she swam back and forth as close to the inner opening of the gut as she could safely go. At times she came into such shoal water that she had to swim on the surface to avoid grounding. It was heartbreakingly obvious that she understood what we were trying to do and that she was desperately hungry.

It was two o’clock in the morning before we finally accepted the uselessness of our efforts and packed up the gear. I retained a faint hope that, in our absence, the Guardian might succeed where we had failed, and so we left the channel open.

It had been a long, distressing day. There had not even been the solace of seeing reinforcements arrive in the shape of Schevill and his party, for the U.S. Navy had decided that weather conditions were still not good enough to risk the flight. When I wearily stumbled up the steps and into the kitchen of our little house, it was to find Claire waiting with a table piled high with mail. During the afternoon the coastal steamer, SS
Baccalieu,
long delayed by weather, had finally reached Burgeo. Claire had walked to the post office and had staggered home under the weight of a full mail bag.

I was too tired to do more than glance at the mountain of letters from all over North America. Many of them contained small cheques and some held coins, gifts from all sorts of people: school children, the manager of a Chicago automotive works, a stockman from Calgary, a radio disk jockey from New York and a housewife from Labrador City. The gist of what they had to say was all much the same. They begged me, sometimes in extravagant words, to save and free the whale. Some were sentimental; but the words were of no importance. What mattered was that these scattered and diverse people in far distant places had all been moved by one thing, by compassion for a strange, great creature, trapped and endlessly circling in a small pond on the remote coast of Newfoundland.

They gave me hope again.

SCHEVILL CALLED EARLY SUNDAY MORNING from Argentia to say that, despite the uncertain look of the weather, he and three other “whale watchers” would be taking off in an amphibious Catalina immediately. He wanted to know how landing conditions were in Burgeo.

“Good enough. Tell your pilot to find Short Reach on his chart. He can moor to the fish plant wharf.”

“How’s the whale?”

“Haven’t seen her today, but we didn’t get her a feed last night and she’s getting desperately thin and awfully logy.”

“Let’s hope she’ll make it. We’ll be there soon to lend a hand.”

The imminent arrival of professional support stirred me from a lethargy of fatigue and depression, and I bolted my breakfast, barely remembering to wish Claire “many happy returns” on this, her birthday. Soon there was a dull roar from eastward. We ran out on our porch and watched exultantly as a Catalina lumbered over Burgeo and began circling the village.

It circled and it circled.

“Why the hell don’t they land?” I cried in a fever of impatience.

Almost as if he had heard me, the pilot put the plane’s nose down and she began a ponderous descent toward Short Reach. As she slipped out of sight behind the intervening hills, I was already sprinting for Onie’s house to ask him to get the dory; but before I reached it there was a snarl of engines running up to full power, and the Catalina reappeared, climbing laboriously into the overcast.

I watched, incredulously, as she headed northwest toward the interior barrens and disappeared. When I realized she was not coming back, I went into the kitchen, glumly poured a cup of tea, and listened to the weather forecast on the marine radio. Strong southwest winds increasing to forty knots by mid-afternoon, with visibility lowering to zero in fog and snow flurries... I did not need the weatherman to tell me this was the beginning of another two- or three-day storm during which no aircraft would reach Burgeo.

Schevill called a couple of hours later from Stephenville, a “rented” U.S. Strategic Air Force base on the west coast of Newfoundland. It seemed that the navy pilot had changed his mind about landing because he was afraid he might be marooned in Burgeo by bad weather. Rather than risk that awful fate, he had continued on to the comforts of the Stephenville base. Schevill was as disappointed as I was, but he remained optimistic.

“Never mind. I think I can talk the Air Force into bringing us in by helicopter. Look for us about noon.”

We looked hard enough, God knows, but the helicopter never came. Instead, a Beaver on skis slipped in under the lowering overcast and landed on Gull Pond. It was some days later before we learned it had brought a television crew who, when they found they would have to hike cross-country from the landing pond, got back into the Beaver and flew home again. No whale was worth
that
much effort.

By early afternoon we were experiencing a proper sou’wester and, since there was no longer any chance of visitors arriving, Onie and I set off through the grey storm scud for Aldridges Pond.

It was a forbidding sort of day. Streaming clouds, whipped by a whining wind off the black and frigid ocean, completely concealed the peak of Richards Head. Snow flurries driving across the runs and tickles obscured even the familiar shapes of nearby rocks and islands. It was savagely cold, and the lop which was beginning to kick up in the mouth of Short Reach warned us we could not stay long at the Pond.

As we bucketed into the cove, visibility was so bad we did not realize we were not alone until we nearly rammed a whale, head-on. The whale was so deep inside the cove that there was hardly enough room for it to swim, let alone submerge. I glimpsed the gleaming mass of its head surging toward us when it was less than twenty feet away and, at my startled yell, Onie swung the tiller hard over and cut the engine. The whale also went into a hard turn, but in the opposite direction, and with such acceleration that the boil from its flukes heeled the dory far over on her side. Then another snow flurry swept down, obliterating everything from view. When the flurry passed, the whale had disappeared.

The wild thought flashed into my mind that, aided by a high tide raised higher still by the sou’wester, the prisoner had escaped!

In jubilation, I yelled at Onie to start the engine.

“I think that’s her! I think she’s
out,
Onie! Head into the Pond. Quick, man, quick!”

The old Atlantic barked into life and we shot through the narrow gut, propelled not so much by the engine as by wind and tide. The water in the channel was very high, higher than I had ever seen it before. Inside the Pond there was no sign of the trapped whale. I was now almost sure she had succeeded in escaping.

“Circle the Pond,” I cried to Onie.

Obediently he put the tiller over and we puttered through the driving scud. As I stood in the bow peering about, I was vaguely aware that my initial surge of jubilation was fading and in its place was a growing and aching sense of anxiety; but I had no time to dwell on that. For then I saw her.

She was on the surface and moving very slowly. Almost all of her great length was exposed. She could easily have been mistaken for one of those colossal sea monsters which decorate ancient charts. The illusion was intensified by the vagueness given to her outlines by the drifting snow.

I hardly know how to describe or explain my reaction. Instead of feeling sick with disappointment as I realized she was still a prisoner, my spirits rose. I felt something akin to elation. The only explanation I can offer, and it is no easy one for me to accept, is that if she
had
managed to escape without my help, it would have made a travesty of my attempts to save her. Or was it, perhaps, that I needed her continuing presence in the Pond to justify my own actions and attitudes toward those who had tormented her? Had I come to rely on her presence in order to maintain my role? Had
my
need of her become greater than
her
need of me?

I have no answers to these questions, and I think I want none.

SHE STAYED ON the surface an unnaturally long time. Onie kept the dory running close alongside so we would not lose sight of her in the snow flurries, and I was horrified by the difference a single day had made in her appearance. Not only had her back become steeply and ominously V-shaped, but the inexplicable bulges under her skin had grown much larger. There was no longer an aura of almost supernatural vitality about her—an aura which had strangely affected everyone who had seen her, including even those who wished her dead. She seemed less like a living beast than like some monstrous lump of flotsam.

She gave no indication of knowing we were so close to her, but when she blew—a thin, almost instantly erased wisp of vapour—there was a sign, an omen. The stench from her blow was a fetid assault upon our nostrils.

At length she sounded, but slowly, as if with great effort or reluctance. The snow scud streamed down over the surface of the Pond, obliterating the last faint swirl from her flukes.

Because of the increasing violence of the storm, we could not stay with her any longer. Drawing our parka hoods close about our faces, we headed out through the channel into the cold fury of the storm. The Guardian, for it must have been he whom we had met in the entrance cove, was not in sight. As we bucked homeward through cascades of freezing spray, I thought about the encounter with him. I should have guessed that his presence so close to land, in such dangerously constricted waters, and on a lee shore, was also a portent. But I chose to believe he had simply been trying to drive herring into the Pond; and perhaps that is what he had been trying to do, although I now suspect he had an even more pressing urge to take the risks he did.

CLAIRE AND I had a little birthday party that stormy night, but our hearts weren’t in it. A belated message had finally arrived from Premier Smallwood, informing me somewhat loftily that, although a fin whale could live six months on its stored blubber, he was nevertheless sending a certain Captain Hansen down by air to show us how to attract herring into the Pond with floodlights! Although he was not forthright enough to say so, it was obvious we would not get the
Harmon.

God alone knew when, if ever, Schevill and his team of experts would reach us now. And there were rumours that the main herring run had already begun, prematurely, to move off the Sou’west Coast.

The cloud of foreboding I had been under during our visit to the Pond hung over Claire’s birthday celebration, which was, at best, a disjointed one. The telephone rang almost constantly as one unknown voice after another demanded fresh news of the Burgeo whale. When I could stand it no longer, I took the receiver off the hook and we went to bed.

When I awoke on Monday morning I was amazed to discover it was after ten o’clock. Sleepily I wondered how it was that the imperious demands of Mr. Bell’s incubus had not dragged me from my bed at dawn. Then I remembered. Reluctantly I shuffled through the icy kitchen, automatically noting from the dial of the wind gauge that the gale had swung around into the nor’east. I restored the receiver to its cradle and barely had time to turn up the oil stove when the bell rang. A fisherman from Smalls Island, for whom I had once done a small favour, was on the other end of the line.

“Skipper Mowat? Is it you, bye? I’se been trying to raise you for a couple of hours now. We was out to The Ha Ha when the wind dropped out for a change at dawn, to see was our gear carried away by the starm, and the whale is beached. Aye, hard aground just inside the gut. ’Tis bleeding bad... looks to we like some’uns been at she with a lance...”

Fear knifed through me more piercingly than the arctic cold brought by the nor’easter. I ran to the window and saw at a glance that no dory could live in such a sea. Frantically I called Curt Bungay and that good man agreed to chance the voyage to Aldridges in his decked motorboat.

The harbour waters were “feather white,” but Curt was undismayed. He pushed his boat at full throttle until I thought he would drive her under. As he struggled with the wheel he yelled something into my ear that turned my fear to livid rage.

“Not surprised... was word some of they... going to strand she if they could... must have... lull this morning when... wind shifted round...”

The fury that filled me verged on the homicidal. When Curt grounded the bow of the boat on the shore of the cove, I leapt to the slippery rocks so impetuously that I fell full-length into the landwash. Stumbling to my feet, I ran recklessly across the broken rocks of the intervening ridge. As I cleared the crest I saw her. She was lying directly below me. Her vast white chin was resting on the shore but, thank God, she was beached at a point where the water ran deep almost to the shoreline so that most of her immense body was still afloat.

As I plunged down the slope toward her, I became aware of a foul stench—the same I had smelt the day before when she blew alongside Onie’s dory. I also saw that the beach near where her head was resting was white with the partially digested bodies of herring. However, I saw these things without really seeing them, for I was totally engrossed in the urgency of getting her off that beach before the falling tide doomed her to die from her own great weight.

My memory of the next few minutes is hazy, but Curt, stumbling along behind me, saw it all and remembered the scene vividly.

“When I cleared the crest you was already on the beach. I could hear you yelling your head off before I even see you.

“
‘Get off, you crazy bitch,’
you was yelling.

“Then the next thing I sees you was pounding on the head of her with your fists. You was acting like some fellow what’s drunk too much white lightning, trying to launch a ship with his bare hands. Cause that’s what she looked like to I. Like a ship with her bows ashore.”

Curt was so dumbfounded and disconcerted by my behaviour that he remained on the ridge while I berated the whale and screamed imprecations at her, commanding her to shift herself. Finally, in utter desperation, I flung myself down with my back against an upright slab of granite, thrust my feet against the hard, rubbery curve of that immense mouth and tried to shove her off by main force!

It was insane... a hundred and sixty pounds of puny human flesh pitting itself against the inertia of eighty tons of leviathan. Nevertheless, I pushed and I kicked and I yelled, and I may also have wept out of sheer frustration.

Then, almost imperceptibly, she began to move! I saw the flippers, big as dories, shimmer as they turned like hands on wrists. Slowly, so very slowly, she backed herself off the shore, turned, and cruised on the surface to mid-Pond.

Curt stumbled down the slope to join me.

“You done it, bye, you saved her, sure!” he cried.

But I knew better. The scales were off my eyes, and now I saw the truth. She had not grounded by accident, neither had she been beached by the malice of men. She had
deliberately
gone ashore because she was too sick to keep herself afloat any longer. I had misread the evidence, but now it was unmistakable. There was the vomit stirring in the shallows where her head had lain. There was the stench. It was familiar now and well remembered... the same rancid stink which had made me retch away from the gangrene-rotted bodies of soldiers in Sicily in 1943.

There was more. As she moved slowly away from us she left thin ribbons of dark discoloration in the water. These were coming from the great swellings which had formed beneath her skin. I could see one of them pulsing out a dark flow of blood; and I realized that those swellings were vast reservoirs of pus and infection, some of which were breaking open to discharge their foul contents into the cold sea water.

As I watched, stunned and sickened, the whale continued to move across the Pond. She did not submerge. I doubt if she had sufficient strength to do so. Almost drifting, she reached the opposite shore and there she again rested her mighty head upon the rocks.

“Lard Jasus, she’s beached again!” Curt shouted in alarm.

“No,” I replied dully. “She’s sick, Curt. She’s too sick to even swim. If she stays in deep water she knows she’ll sink; and then she’ll drown.”