Authors: Julie McElwain
She shook her head. “You'd be surprised how little time it takes to change a person's life forever.”
Like Harris's servant, Dalton's butler was dumbfounded to open the door to the Duke of Aldridge.
“I need to speak with Mr. Dalton,” said the Duke. “Immediately!”
“He . . . he is not at home, Your Grace.”
Aldridge lifted his brows, every inch the aristocrat. “To
me,
Farstaff?”
The butler looked like he was going to faint. “No, sir! I meant, Mr. Dalton is actually
not at home
. He left for Barking to attend the estate auction at the Avery farm.”
“We are aware of Mr. Dalton's journey to Barking. However, I am surprised he has not returned. When do you expect him?”
“I am not privy to Mr. Dalton's plans for the evening. He may stay the night if he is too fatigued to travel home.”
“Does he do that often?” Kendra asked.
Farstaff had recovered his poise, and now gave her that slightly suspicious, slightly standoffish look she often got from the upstairs servants at Aldridge Castle. “Sometimes,” he said.
“What the hell does that mean?” she snapped angrily, taking a step toward him. The Duke grabbed her arm, even as the butler took a step back, offended.
“Miss Donovanâ”
“We don't have
time
for this. He needs to answer the goddamn question!”
Aldridge shifted his eyes to the butler. “Well?”
“Mr. Dalton is attempting to transform Halstead Hall into a stud farm. He often travels overnight or several days on business in that quest, sir.”
“Did he travel alone?” Kendra struggled to get her voice under control.
“Yes, miss.”
“Is that unusual?”
“No, miss.”
She stared hard at the butler. “A young girl has vanished from Aldridge Castle. She may be in danger. Could you tell Mr. Dalton that we need to speak to him as soon as he returns?”
“Yes, miss.”
Kendra didn't like that Dalton wasn't home. It was too damn convenient. But there was nothing she could do about it.
As they turned to leave, somewhere in the manor, a clock began chiming eight o'clock. Sweat dampened her palms, and her heart pounded. Rose had been missing for nine hours.
Tick, tock.
They went to Tinley Park, where the butler told them Morland hadn't returned from London.
“Why did he go to London?” Kendra demanded, wanting to see if he'd repeat the story that Sam had told them, or if he would come up with something else.
The butler looked uncomfortable. “I-I'm afraid that I cannot say, miss.”
Aldridge said, “I would not want you to gossip about your betters, Adams, but I must insist that you tell Miss Donovan and me the truth.”
“I . . .” The servant cleared his throat. “Lady Anne is ill, sir. She had an . . . episode earlier this morning. Mr. Morland went to London to fetch a mad-doctor.”
“Did he take a coach?” Kendra asked. A coach would mean a coachman, and therefore an alibi.
“No, miss. 'Tis faster to go on horseback.”
“When did he leave?”
“Ten, I believe.”
“That's ten hours ago.” Two hours to London, two hours back. Four hours travel time, which would leave six in London, she calculated. “Isn't it odd that he hasn't returned?”
“I can't say, miss.”
Aldridge asked, “Is Lady Anne better?”
“Much better, thank you, sir. Mrs. Marks calmed Her Ladyship. Unfortunately, Mr. Morland had already departed.”
“What set her off?” Kendra asked.
The butler frowned. “I do not know, miss. Mr. Morland was visiting his mother, and she became agitated. Mr. Morland was upset by the incident. He left for London shortly thereafter.”
There was nothing to do except ask the butler to give Morland a message to come to the castle when he returned. In the carriage, Kendra pressed a hand to her stomach, which was knotted in anxiety.
“I know this is difficult for you, Miss Donovan,” the Duke said. “But all is not lost. We must have faith that the girl is still alive. We must pray for that.”
Kendra bit her lip and said nothing. She remembered the rape and butchery that Lydia had endured before she died.
I want Rose to be alive.
She just wasn't sure that was the kindest thing to pray for.
As they approached Aldridge Castle, Kendra saw what seemed like one hundred specks of light, flickering like fireflies in the darkness along the sloping hills and in the woods.
“They are still searching,” the Duke observed quietly. “There is still hope, Miss Donovan.”
Kendra didn't know what to say to that, didn't know what to think. Was there still hope? A dark seed had taken root inside her, strangling any confidence that she might have over Rose's fate. It left her feeling sick and shaken.
The coach clattered to a stop in the stable yard. Kendra didn't wait for the footman to lower the steps, but threw open the door and hopped down onto the gravel. At least twenty men with lanterns milled around the area. She spotted Alec immediately in the center of the throng, his figure distinguished by his finer clothingâa sharp contrast from the roughly dressed men around himâand his air of authority.
As she watched, she had an eerie feeling of familiarity.
This is the same
. Not the clothing and hairstyles, of course. And there were no powerful LED flashlights, no dizzying strobes from nearby police cars, no thumping of blades from sleek helicopters as they circled the sky, their lights piercing the ground in an aerial search. There were no television crews or reporters covering the search, peppering her with impatient questions from behind the barricades.
But she saw the same terrible fear etched on the faces of the crowd; the same pungent odor of desperation and urgency; the same dread filling their gazes as they worried about what they might find at the end of their search. The accouterments of humanity may change, but its heartbeat remained the same.
Before Kendra had set out, Rebecca had insisted that she don what was called a spencerâbasically, a jacket with a high neckline and long sleeves. The design reminded her a little of a modern-day shrug, because the material ended just below the breastbone, leaving the skirt of her gown exposed. Yet the jacket was no match for the chill of the night air, which easily penetrated the woven cotton and wafted up her skirt. She had to clench her jaw to prevent her teeth from chattering.
Alec spotted them. He finished giving instructions, then he and Sam shouldered their way through the crowd. Alec's eyes were fixed on Kendra, intense.
“Did you learn anything?” he asked as soon as the two pairs met.
“No,” Aldridge answered. “The vicar was in the vicinity. Miss Donovan believes he had enough time to snatch the maid. I, however, am not so certain.”
“What of Morland and Dalton?”
Aldridge shook his head. “Neither were home.”
“We will need to have their whereabouts verified,” Kendra said, crossing her arms in front of her chest in an attempt to retain her body heat. “What's happening here?”
“We have sent out the hunting dogs, hoping to pick up the maid's scent. And Mr. Kelly and I rode out personally to nearby hunting lodges. There was no sign of the girl. No sign of any recent occupation.”
“The lass seems ter have vanished.”
The lass. The girl. The maid.
“She has a name,” Kendra snapped, turning on the Bow Street Runner. Her anger was irrational, she knew, but it filled her like helium expanding a balloon. “She has an
identity
. She's not Jane Doe. Rose. Her name is
Rose.
She wants to be a lady's maid someday. She . . . she . . .” Her breath hitched. Appalled, Kendra could feel hot tears surge into her throat. She pressed her face into her hands, as taken by surprise by the unexpected emotion as the men staring at her.
Alec made a low sound, and moved forward. Kendra stiffened for just a second when he took her into his arms, but didn't move away, trembling so hard she might shatter.
“We know,” he murmured. “We shall find her, I promise you.”
But will she be alive?
Kendra wanted to ask. But she doubted if she'd be able to formulate a sentence at the moment, and that shook her even more. She wasn't the kind of person who lost control like this.
That reminder had her straightening, pulling away, already ashamed at her weaknessâthough she missed Alec's warmth. Without it, her body temperature seemed to drop ten degrees.
“I still need to interview Thomas. He's the last person to have seen Rose . . .”
Alive.
The word was on the tip of her tongue. “Before she disappeared,” she said.
“Thomas ain't around,” Sam told her. “He's helping with the search. He said that the lass . . . that
Rose
gave him some bread and cheese when he came ter the kitchen earlier.”
“You spoke to him?”
“Aye. He didn't see anything.”
“I still want to interview him.”
“Not tonight,” Aldridge said firmly. “I have no intention of letting you freeze to death out here in the stable yard, Miss Donovan.”
“Mr. Kelly and I will continue the search,” Alec said.
Aldridge nodded, “Very good. Come along, Miss Donovan. We must find Rebecca.”
As Alec and Sam melted back into the crowd, Aldridge took Kendra's elbow, escorting her down the path that led to the kitchens.
For once Kendra appreciated the room's sweltering temperature. She could feel her frozen muscles and tendons warming, loosening. The room was ablaze with light. Every candle, from the wall sconces to the chandeliers, was burning, and there was a strong scent of tea and coffee and baking bread in the air. The dinner had been served, Kendra realized, and at this hour, the staff would normally be in the process of cleaning up. But tonight, the dirty dishes and platters had been left stacked on the counters, pushed out of the way. Like the stable yard, the kitchens were teeming with activity. An informal assembly line had been formed, where the women made sandwiches and served hot beverages to the men who'd recently returned from the search.
Kendra wondered where Lady Atwood had taken her guests. Probably to one of the drawing rooms, laughing and drinking, oblivious to the fact that a young girl, a girl responsible for keeping their rooms clean, who helped prepare the food they ate, was at this moment suffering at the hands of a madman.
The thought made her angry, but she forced herself to put it aside. Anger was a distraction she couldn't afford.
“Lady Rebecca!” Aldridge exclaimed. Surprised, Kendra glanced at one of the workstations where Rebecca, wearing an apron, was slicing slabs of ham off the bone.
“Duke.” Rebecca handed the knife to the maid standing next to her, and came around the counter, wiping her hands on the apron. Her gaze was anxious. “Have you learned anything new?”
“What are you doing here?”
“I could not attend dinner and listen to everyone prattle on about their nonsensical lives! And I would go mad if I sat alone and waited for you. At least here, I could be of assistance. Have you learned anything?”
“No,” Kendra answered.
The cornflower blue eyes were earnest as she reached over and placed a warm hand on Kendra's arm. “We must not give up hope, Miss Donovan.”
Kendra wondered how often she'd hear that.
“Let's go to the study.” Aldridge turned to the butler, who was hovering nearby. “Harding, please send up pots of tea and coffee.”
“At once, sir.”
Aldridge hesitated, then turned to address the room, which fell silent. “We are doing everything in our power to find Rose. If anyone should remember anything, any detail, regardless of how small, do not hesitate to tell me or Miss Donovan. Is that understood?”
There was a general murmuring of agreement. Rebecca took off the apron, and they moved out into the hallway. Kendra thought she heard the faint strains of the pianoforte, the soft tinkle of laughter.