Authors: Julie McElwain
Protocol, she reminded herself. Like the military. A private wouldn't sit next to a four-star general during a meal.
Ignoring Miss Beckett's smug look, Kendra moved down the table to another seat. Mrs. Danbury and the man sat down. Apparently it was a signal, because everyone followed suit.
Conversation was a low murmur around her as porridge was slapped into earthenware bowls. Cream was poured from clay pitchers. Hot cross buns, bigger than a fist and lighter than helium, were passed around the table. Honey, butter, and jam also made the rounds to the tune of clicking spoons and knives.
Kendra sampled the porridge. Although it wouldn't have been her first choice, she found it unexpectedly delicious, especially with a dab of honey and a dollop of cream. She would've preferred coffee, but the tea, she had to admit, was strong and fragrant. And the golden brown bun, smeared with butter and marmalade, was the best she'd ever eaten.
“Where do you hail from, Miss Donovan?” asked the pretty brunette seated on her right.
Kendra hesitated. “America.”
“Where in America, Miss Donovan?” the woman on the other side of the brunette asked, and Kendra found herself again the focal point of everyone at the table.
“I live in Virginia.” Maybe she was there right now, in a psych ward, in a catatonic state. Maybe she'd never recovered from being shot the first time. Maybeâ
“I've never met anyone from America before,” admitted a young man in footman livery, sitting across from her.
“How'd you ever get to England, Miss Donovan?” inquired a woman seated on her left.
“I don't suppose you'd believe me if I told you I flew?”
The woman laughed. Despite the length of the table separating them, Kendra felt Mrs. Danbury's disapproval like the lash of a whip.
“Only if you show us your wings, Miss Donovan!” the woman declared.
“You must have arrived late last night, Miss Donovan,” the brunette commented. “I never saw you yesterday. Of course, we were in such a mad state to settle everyone. These parties are quite exhausting, are they not? I'm Miss Stanton, by the way. And this is Miss Burke.” She nodded at the other woman. Her introductions opened up the door for others to chime in. Kendra nodded politely, but her head was spinning. Even though she'd never had a problem with her memory, she wondered if she'd remember anyone's name in five minutes. Was that a symptom of mental instability?
“Who is your Lady?” Miss Stanton asked her.
“What? Oh. Um. I've got twoâGeorgette Knox and Sarah Rawdon.”
“Oh, dear.” The other woman's expression turned sympathetic.
“That bad, huh?”
“I daresay it could be worse.”
Great.
Kendra wondered if Mrs. Danbury had deliberately given her the worst of the bunch, hoping she'd quit.
After a time, at the head of the table, the butlerâMr. Harding, Kendra had learned during the course of the mealâand Mrs. Danbury rose in quiet formality. Another signal. Everyone pushed themselves to their feet. Kendra followed the other lady's maids into the kitchen, and five minutes later, was bearing a tray laden with two dainty cups and a pot of hot chocolate, trudging up two flights of stairs to the Blue Room shared by Miss Georgette and Miss Sarah.
By the time she located the room, with the help of several footmen en route, she'd finally, reluctantly, begun to consider the third possibility regarding her predicament, as unbelievable as it may be.
Somehow, in some freaking way, she'd slipped back in time.
Because she felt shaky, Kendra made sure she had a firm grip on the tray when she eased open the door to the Blue Room. It took every ounce of her self-control to
not
think about her circumstance, to concentrate only on the duties assigned to her. Once she'd taken care of this lady's maid stuff, she'd find a quiet place to think, to figure a way out of this bizarre situationâ
if
she could find a way out of this bizarre situation.
That uncertainty sent fresh panic skittering through her. But goddamn it, she wouldn't go there. Since she'd turned fourteen, she'd managed to take care of herself. She could handle this. She just needed to
think
.
She drew in a deep breath, and then let it out, focusing on her surroundings. The room was still semi-dark, and four times as big as the one she'd shared last night with Rose. Two canopied single beds draped in thick velvet curtains, partially drawn, revealed its sleeping occupants.
Not entirely sure what to do, she set the tray down on a nearby table. When nobody stirred, she crossed the room to push open the heavy drapery. The fog, she saw, had lifted, and the flower garden below was gilded in the soft light of the morning sun.
Finally, a bed squeaked, and someone yawned. Kendra turned to see one of the girls push herself into a sitting position. She wore a nightgown buttoned primly up to the neck and a nightcap on her head. Blond hair, twisted in rag curlers, stuck out below the cap's lace.
“Georgieâwake up,” she ordered the other bed's occupant. She glanced at Kendra. “Who are you?”
“I'm Kendra Donovan. Your lady's maid.”
“I want my chocolate.”
The imperious tone scraped Kendra's already raw nerves, but she went to pour a cup of the hot chocolate.
“I shall wear my yellow muslin,” the girl said as she accepted the cup and saucer.
“I want my chocolate, too,” the other girlâGeorgieâsaid, when Kendra made a move toward the wardrobe.
Veering back to the pot of chocolate, Kendra poured another cup. She brought it to the girl, who was wearing a similar nightgown and cap as her roommate.
“What shall I wear this morning, Sarah?” she asked as she sipped her chocolate. “I thought the blue morning dress Papa bought me. It's ever so fine.”
“Hmm. I think you ought to wear the green muslin.”
“Oh. But what of Lady Louisa? She has a prodigious fondness for green.”
“Lady Louisa looks like a toad when she wears green.” Sarah dismissed the unseen woman with cool contempt. She lifted the china cup, and her blue eyes gleamed maliciously as she took a sip. “Speaking of toads, I can scarcely believe that Lady Rebecca was bold enough to show herself at dinner last night. I nearly cast up my accounts when I was seated opposite her!”
Georgette giggled. “I believe she's the Duke's goddaughter.”
“Nevertheless, they should be more considerate of their guests.” Sarah shifted her gaze to Kendra and arched a brow. “Pray, what are you doing, standing there like a simpleton? I told youâI want my yellow muslin.”
This had to be real, Kendra decided, as she walked to the wardrobe. Or she was a masochist to create such a delusion.
Opening the wardrobe's heavy doors, she scanned the numerous frothy gowns crowded inside on hooks. Odd, how something as insignificant as the absence of coat hangers could send her heart hammering again in her chest. But a memoryâsomething she'd read or heardâsurfaced on how wooden hangers hadn't become commercialized until 1869. And wire hangers wouldn't put in an appearance for another ninety years. If she were having a mental breakdown, would her mind be so historically accurate?
Oh, God, she didn't know. She pulled out the first yellow dress she saw.
“I said the yellow muslinâthe yellow
muslin
, you stupid girl!”
Keeping her temper in check with an effort, Kendra replaced the yellow gown, and skimmed through the rest of the clothes. Finding another bright yellow dress, she pulled it out. “Is this the one you want?”
Sarah rolled her eyes. “Naturally. What kind of lady's maid are you? You're not even French.” She looked at her roommate. “One would think someone as powerful as the Duke of Aldridge would hire a French lady's maid for his guests. At the very least, a Swiss one.”
Georgette made a sound of agreement. “And I shall wear the green muslin.” While she couldn't pull off the same imperious tone as her friend, it was close enough.
If the situation weren't so serious or bizarre, Kendra would've laughed at the irony. Here she wasâonetime child prodigy, the youngest agent ever to make it through Quanticoâtaking orders from two snobby debutantes.
The girls got out of bed and disappeared behind the privacy screen. When they emerged, Kendra had found the green dress. She waited until they discarded their nightgowns and put on their undergarments, stockings, and garters. She had to lace up both girls' stays before helping them into their dresses. After she finished buttoning them, Sarah flounced over to sit in front of the mirrored dressing table.
“Well?” She glanced at Kendra in the mirror. “For heaven's sake. Stop woolgathering! I need my hair put up.”
Kendra froze.
Put up
? What the hell did she know about being a hairdresser? Her own hair, thick and straight-as-a-pin, required very little maintenance. Before the shooting, she'd worn it in a ponytail. Afterward . . . well, she hadn't done anything except wait for it to grow, and then have it styled by Mr. Gerry at his swanky salon in Georgetown.
“
What
are you waiting for, you stupid girl?”
Where are the manners in this era?
Kendra wondered, jaw tightening. She went over to Sarah, and began unwrapping her hair from the rag curlers. How hard would it be to pin up a few curls, for Christ's sake?
Forty-five minutes later, Kendra admitted to herself that she was no Mr. Gerry, and would rather face a dozen psychopaths than endure another session struggling to subdue wayward curls with only a few ribbons and old-fashioned hairpins that were little more than long, thin wires, all the while suffering verbal abuse from a girl who probably couldn't do basic math.
Goddamn it
, she cursed mentally when one more wispy strand escaped the Grecian knot she'd been attempting on Sarah.
“Lud! What kind of lady's maid are you?” Sarah declared angrily. “If you were in
my
householdâ”
“Shut up.” The words were out of her mouth before she realized it. Although talking back probably wasn't the smartest thing to do, some of the tightness eased from the center of Kendra's chest.
Sarah's eyes bugged out of her head. “How dare you! How dareâ”
“I said,
shut up
.” In for a penny, in for a pound, Kendra decided. “If you want to make it down in time for your breakfast, you'll keep quiet so I can finish this. And for God's sake, stop squirming!”
“Ouch!”
“I told you to stop squirming.”
“Iâ”
“There!” Kendra stabbed in the last pin and eyed the hairstyle grimly. Maybe it was a little lopsided, but if the idiot didn't jiggle around too much, it
should
stay put. “I'm done!”
Sarah stood up with a swish of skirts. “You
shall
be done,” she promised, eyes flashing. “After I speak with the countessâ”
“I told you to shut up.” She pointed the hairbrush at Georgette. “You,
sit
.”
Georgette stared at her wide-eyed.
“Now!”
The girl sat.
“How . . . how dare you speak to us like that!” Sarah sputtered.
Kendra ignored her as she removed Georgette's rag curlers. “I'm out of pins so I'll tie your hair back with a ribbon.”
“Butâ”
“Take it or leave it.”
“Butâ”
“This is outrageous!” Sarah crossed her arms, toe-tapping furiously, glaring at Kendra.
Kendra ignored her, concentrating instead on brushing out Georgette's curls. When she snatched up a ribbon, the girl whined, “But that doesn't even match my dress!”
“Oh, for Christ's sake!”
Kendra dropped the ribbon, grabbed a green one, and tied the girl's hair back into a ponytail.
“The countess
shall
hear about this!” Sarah threatened. “You shall be dismissedâwithout references! You shall be begging in the streets! You shall be sent to the workhouse! Youâ”
“Yeah, yeah. I get it. Your breakfast is probably getting cold,” Kendra snapped, and felt a petty satisfaction at watching the girl's bosom swell in indignation. Her face was so red with temper that if she'd been older and heavier, Kendra might've worried about a stroke.
“Come along, Georgie!” Sarah practically snarled, and stormed out, her hair bobbing precariously.
Kendra waited until the girls had left before sinking into a chair. She put her throbbing head in her hands. She wanted to wake up from this nightmare.
Now.
“Miss Donovan?”
She lifted her head, glancing around to meet the sympathetic eyes of Miss Stanton as she poked her head into the room.
“Oh, dear,” she clucked her tongue, and came all the way into the room. “I saw the girls leave. Were they simply horrid? You look done in.”
Kendra threaded her fingers through her hair in agitation. “It probably could've been worse.” She didn't know how. “But I'm glad it's over.”
Miss Stanton lifted her brows in surprise. “Over? My dear, Miss Donovan, it's only begun.”
Kendra's stomach sank. “What do you mean?”
“Your duties, Miss Donovan. The day has scarce begun. If the ladies want to stroll in the garden, they undoubtedly shall need to change into their walking dresses. At the very least, they'll need their bonnets and shawls. If they want to go riding, they'll need you to assist them with their riding habits. Then they shall most likely wish to change into their afternoon gowns before the full dress of evening.
“And you, Miss Donovan, will need to assist them,” continued Miss Stanton. “You will be required to mend and press their clothes, and redress their hairstyles.”
Kendra shuddered as what Miss Stanton was saying hit her with the force of a baseball bat between the eyes. For a horrifying moment, she envisioned being a lady's maid for days, weeks . . .
years
.