Authors: Anne McCaffrey
âHow so?' asked Kira, jotting down eta computations.
âThere's no record of their having a bank. Grim planet. In a highly unstable volcanic period. Use a lot of molten mining techniques. Highest mortality rate in the Central Worlds.'
âI think,' commented Kira dryly, âyou'd better see what Cencom has to say about
our
landing there.'
âIt's not on the restricted list, Kira,' Helva replied, but she activated the tight beam.
âAlioth?' Cencom exclaimed, surprised out of its formal voice. âThe mayday didn't go out to them. We've no record of a bank there. Ethnically speaking, it's possible. Hold.'
Kira cocked an eyebrow at Helva. âThey're checking with I know who. Two gets you one they abort the call.'
âTwo gets me one of what?' jibed Helva.
âKH,' Cencom returned. âProceed to Alioth. No bank listed but traders report improvements in mining techniques indicate technological advances at proper level for race propagation. Religious hierarchy powerful, so do not antagonize. Repeat, do not antagonize. And report soonest.'
âYou just lost two whatever it was you bet,' Helva taunted.
âOkay,' Kira said with a shrug. âFilmbank have any clips?'
Helva flashed them on the viewer. The first were aspects of the small spaceport. The main city was dominated by an enormous temple built against the side of an extinct volcano; the broad multiple steps leading to it reminding Helva of a ziggurat. She didn't much care for worlds with a religious hierarchy, but she was aware that her opinion was at the moment jaundiced. Too many religions were gloom and doom. Alioth, fourth planet of its solar system, was far enough out from its primary to get little of its brightness and its volcanic era predisposed it to Dantean excesses. One last scene showed a procession of torch-bearing cowled figures crossing a huge central plaza in front of the temple.
âA truly cheerless place,' Kira said, making a face. âWell, with only 15,000, we can't have to stay long.' She strummed a gay tune to counteract the morbid pictures.
âThey
are
in the ethnic group required
by Nekkar,' Helva remarked dubiously.
âCan't see a thing with all those hoods,' Kira said. âYou don't suppose the embryos come complete with cowl, do you? That'd be a facer for the Nekkarese,' and she giggled, adding a guitar laugh.
âYou should say, born with a caul.'
Kira threatened Helva with the guitar, then made her inspection of the three holds.
âThis extra 15,000 will crowd us a little, with the 20,000 at Merak,' Kira said as she worked.
âAlioth is spatially aligned with Nekkar. We can make it there with time to spare. Then, hoiyotoho off on another stork run.'
Kira straightened, wrinkling her nose in Helva's direction.
âHoiyotoho is utterly inappropriate to a stork run.'
âFor you, maybe, but not for me. I am, after all, an armored maid.'
âHa!' Kira fell silent as she peered through a magnifying lens at a joint.
When the two had finished the inspection, Kira paused at the galley, reaching absently for coffee. She wandered, moody for the first time in nearly a week, into the main cabin and plunked herself down on the pilot's chair, curling her feet under her and sitting quietly, only the vapor of the heating coffee moving.
âStock run!' she said finally. âD'you realize, Helva, I'm the same ethnic group, too? Those pieces of life are the children of people like me.
Only unlike me. Because they have left seed and I have none.'
âDon't be ridiculous,' Helva snapped, hoping to ward off a Kiran explosion. âYou made your RCA duty when you reached your majority, didn't you?'
âNo,' Kira snapped back. âNo.
I
didn't. I had met Thorn by then and
I
was going to have all my children. I didn't need any agency to insure the propagation of those chromosomes that are essentially Kira Falernova Mirsky of Canopus. As a matter of fact,' she said sardonically, âI even wrote a Dylan on the RCA, full of wit and drollery, with candid cracks about the uncanned child.'
She swung the chair around to face Helva, her eyes narrowed in self-contempt.
âOne of the many items my so-censored biograph left out was that my only child died aborning, from his mother's womb untimely ripped, ripping it and rendering her completely barren.'
Kira spanned her tiny hips with slender hands. âNo life in these loins, ever . . . not implanted nor impregnated. No nothing of Thorn or all we had together. That,' and she snapped her fingers, âfor our supreme egotistical self-assurance.'
It was for such accidents that the RCA recommended seed donations from every young adult. It was pointless to remind Kira of this. She was all too patently aware of her folly.
âThat's why I returned to medicine after
Thorn's death rather than the Service. But all my studies proved that there was no rebirth in me nor birth for me. Science can do many wonders, make many adjustments, but not that.'
She sighed heavily but her bitterness was not as frantic as that first explosion. Helva wondered if Kira had resigned herself to barrenness as she had not, from appearances, resigned herself to living.
âWhich is why, dear Helva, it is ironic for me, of all people, to be assisting this particular cargo around the Great Wheel.'
Helva refrained from any remarks. Kira finished her coffee and retired to rest. Within a few hours there would be Merak to deal with, then on to Alioth.
They cleared Merak in record time, the technicians being both quick and careful. Alioth was only a few days onward before the last spatial hop to Nekkar. Scout and ship had now achieved a pleasant routine in which Helva filled gaps in her classical and ancient musical repertoire with Kira's comprehensive acquaintance with folk music from old Terra and the early colonial periods of the now major worlds.
Helva woke Kira just before touchdown on Alioth. The scout dressed quickly in a somber tunic, braiding her hair so closely to her scalp Helva wondered her head didn't ache.
Touchdown was not auspicious. To begin with, the spaceport was overshadowed by the jagged, glowing peaks of Alioth's active continental
spine. They were told to touch down some distance from the small rectangular building that housed what spaceport control and administration the inhospitable planet required. Kira protested they were too far from the building to effect a quick transfer and was brusquely informed she was to await the arrival of a ground vehicle. It took its time in arriving, a huge transport truck loaded with cowled figures who took positions around Helva's base, elbow to elbow. Their belligerent attitude and presence seemed an insult to a ship bearing Helva's markings.
âWhat is the meaning of mounting a guard on a Scout Ship in Central Worlds Medical Service?' Kira demanded in firm tones to the control tower.
âFor the protection of your cargo.'
At this moment the charge officer of the guard contingent requested permission to enter the scout ship.
âWell?' Helva asked softly of Kira.
âI don't see we have much choice but I suggest you tape this and tight beam it back to Regulus.'
âMy thought, too,' Helva agreed. âAnd I think I'll play silent.'
âA good idea,' Kira said, adjusting a contact button on her cloak.
There were many backward planets where the partnership of the mobile brawn scout and his brain ship were improperly understood. On such
worlds it often had been to the advantage of the partners to keep the brain's abilities unknown until needed, if needed. The button would allow Helva to keep in sight and sound contact with Kira.
The officer, an ominous, tall figure in his black cowl, appeared at the airlock, which Helva opened. The man, his face unseen, towered above Kira. A thin hand was extruded from the draperies and made a gesture toward breast and hidden face that could be interpreted as a salute of sorts.
Kira responded in kind, waiting for him to speak first.
âSecond Watch officer Noneth,' he finally intoned.
âMedical Scout Kira of Canopus,' Kira replied with dignity. Helva did not fail to note that the girl clung to her planetary designation, rather than a ship-partner identity as KH-834.
âYour presence is required at High Temple to discuss the donation,' Noneth said in hollow, measured tones.
âTime is of the essence in a transfer of this nature,' Kira began smoothly.
âTime,' intoned the officer, âis at the disposal of Him Who Orders. It is at his command you are to come.'
âThe seed is ready for shipment?' Kira asked, insistent on some information.
A shudder rippled the fabric surrounding the figure of Noneth.
âDo not blaspheme.'
âUnintentional, I assure you,' Kira said, calmly refusing to offer further apology.
âCome,' ordered the officer in a voice of command that crackled with authority.
âHe Who Orders bids you come, woman,' a sepulchral, harsh voice echoed shrilly through the tiny cabin.
Kira won another mark of respect from Helva when she gave no indication of surprise at that awesome bellow. The scout's eyes flicked briefly over the smooth oval fastening on Noneth's hood. Helva as well as Kira recognized the device for what it was, a two-way control similar to the one Kira wore: a type issued only to Service personnel.
There'd be a nova of a scandal when Central Worlds discovered who was distributing these restricted designs on backward planets.
âThe order must be obeyed. The Temple itself has spoken,' Noneth cried in a voice quavering with reverence. âDally, not.'
The temple was feminine, Helva realized, having appraised the timbre of the voice.
âI am under orders,' Kira said evasively.
âThat is the Eternal Truth,' Noneth replied, nodding solemn accord, as Kira apparently responded in a manner consonant with his religion. He raised his hand in a stylized gesture and added, âMay Death come to you at the moment of your triumph.'
Kira, about to make a graceful obeisance,
halted and stared up at the hidden face, her eyes wide with shock.
âMay Death come to you at the moment of your triumph?' she murmured. The blood drained from her face.
âIs not Death the greatest of blessings?' asked the priest, mildly surprised at her ignorance.
It was all Helva could do to remain silent but a deep instinct stifled her half-formed groan of protest. It took little extra interpolation to surmise that death on Alioth would be the greatest of blessings; relief from the terrible drudgery, the grim and gloomy aspect of the planet, with its hovering, smoking mountains. The normal perils of molten mining plus the daily anxiety of a volcano emerging and erupting underfoot had emphasized the brevity of existence until the emphasis had swung toward death as a welcome respite from grinding toil and miserable conditions. Was Cencom out of its alleged mind when it did not ban Kira from landing on Alioth, knowing her compulsion? She wouldn't even have to strain against her conditioning.
âYes, Death is the greatest of blessings. That is Eternal Truth,' Kira repeated, trancelike.
âCome with me,' Noneth enjoined, gently persuasive, his gaunt hand beckoning to Kira. âCome,' echoed the sepulchral voice greedily.
The ground car had no sooner left the base of the KH-834 than the guard began to move.
âShe will see Him Who Orders,' one sighed
enviously. âThe bareface harlot will be given an unjust reward. Now! Up the lift and let us secure the cargo. Think of it! Thousands more to die to expiate the sin against Him Who Orders.'
That was sufficient for Helva. She locked the lift controls and slid the airlock securely tight. Curse, hammer, buffet though those Aliothites might, Helva was invulnerable against such weapons as Alioth's technology possessed. She activated the tight beam to Cencom. Alioth would rue the day its religious hierarchy decided to hijack the cargo of a Service ship â much less kidnap its brawn.
Dispassionately Helva took account of the matter of Kira's departure. The girl had, in the extremes of grief, sought death. But Helva doubted Kira would betray her service. For one thing, she couldn't, although the Aliothites didn't realize the ship was capable of independent thought and action. Having enticed the brawn away, they assumed the ship was grounded, impotent, and they could take their time forcing Kira to accede to their designs on the embryos.
I could just leave, Helva thought. If death is the reward these zealots seek, then I don't need to have any compunctions about burning the guard detail to its due merits. But I cannot leave Kira. Not yet. I have time. What was the matter with Cencom? They were never around when you needed them! And why in the name of little apples did they permit Kira to land on a
death-dedicated planet? You idiot, Helva told herself, because they didn't know that's the way the religion turned.
The ground rumbled beneath her. Far to the north a fireball zoomed heavenward, bursting in a shower of lighted fragments. Other fireworks followed, as well as more ominous movement beneath Helva's tailfins. She held herself ready for an instant liftoff if her balance was shaken beyond the normal recovery in her stabilizers. Somewhere to the northeast, another volcano answered the eruption of the first.
Helva saw the ground car carrying Kira reach the central building and she muttered ineffective mental commands for Kira to snap out of her trance and switch on the contact button.
The guard, impervious to the massed eruptions, went right on trying to force the lift mechanism. Their cowls kept falling from their faces and they kept replacing them as if a bare face were indecent. The red light from the fireballs that continued to light the sky illuminated gaunt, ascetic faces, dirty with ingrained volcanic dusts, dull-eyed from improper nutrition and continual fatigue.
Kira alighted from the transport and, flanked by guards, was escorted to a smaller vehicle that disappeared from Helva's augmented vision into the complex of city buildings. The transport turned back to the field and Helva.