Authors: James Wilson
Friday
No matter it is late. I am like a general, who, flushed with success, feels he must press on to final victory before his fortune changes.
First: Mr. Padmore. Thank God! â he is still alive, and well, and in possession of his wits â or, at least, he was until three hours ago. And more than that â has told me more than I could have possibly hoped.
From the name, I had imagined Oliver Buildings to be a dingy, stinking tenement; but in fact it turns out to be a group of single-storey alms-houses, built in red brick in the gothic style, and arranged around three sides of a grassy square, with a wrought-iron gate and a railed fence on the fourth.
My heart was beating so hard as I knocked at number I that I could feel it in my throat, and feared I should have difficulty in speaking normally; but there was something so soothing and
reassuring about the answering âCome in!' that I at once began to relax. It was, I know, irrational: there was no guarantee that the speaker was Mr. Padmore, for if he had died, another resident might have been given his place; and yet from those two words I felt certain that it
was
him, and that we were destined to be friends.
I entered, and found myself in a neat room, running the whole depth of the little house, that seemed to serve as parlour, kitchen and library all at once. The fire was a kind of open range, with a small oven to one side of it, and a deep grate so crammed with glowing coals that the atmosphere was as oppressive as a hothouse. To the left of it was a bookcase, and to the right a dresser lined with stout red-and-gilt china that glowed prettily in the light from the back window. A slender-legged table covered in a clean white cloth stood in the centre of the room. It was spread with cups and a sugar-bowl and a pile of papers â among which I recognized my letter. Around it was an odd assortment of oak and walnut chairs. In one of them â a heavy, old-fashioned piece with brawny arms and splayed feet, that looked as if it had been designed to accommodate the greedy squire from a Fielding novel â sat a very old man so thin that he occupied barely half the seat. He had clearly been expecting me, for he immediately said:
âMiss Halcombe?'
He tried to get up, but having pulled himself to a half-sitting position he could go no further. He looked so uncomfortable, with his head poked forward and his hands clutching the scrolled ends of the chair arms, that I immediately begged him to sit down again; and he at once subsided with a grateful smile.
âThe spirit is willing,' he said. âBut the joints now â they're the sticking-point.' He held out his hand. âHow'd you do?'
âHow do you do?' His fingers were as light and fleshless as a bird's claw, as if nature, resolved to waste nothing on a body so close to the grave, had reduced everything to its barest function.
âI am very glad to see you,' he said. He pulled a clean red handkerchief from his pocket and held it towards me. âWould you be so good as to place this in the window by the door?'
âOf course,' I said, trying to sound as if this were the most natural thing in the world, and exactly what I should have expected. But he must have seen my perplexity; for as I took it he said:
âIt is our
billet
for tea.'
I hung it on the casement latch, where it drooped unimpressively like a limp flag; but the effect seemed to satisfy him, for he nodded and said:
âThank you. Will you sit down?'
I took a chair next to him, and at once nearly cried out; for now that I saw him steadily I realized that he was not merely old â he was unimaginably, impossibly ancient. I should have noticed it before, save for the trouble which â presumably in my honour â he had taken with his appearance. His well-cut, brass-buttoned blue coat suggested a much younger man, until you saw how his body had shrunk away from it, leaving great empty folds about his chest and shoulders. His sparse hair, as fine and lustrous as spun silver, had been skilfully trained across the top of his head to disguise the freckled scalp beneath. Most striking of all were the discreet dabs of rouge on his cheeks, which I confess I found quite shocking â until I saw the sweetness in his eyes, and realized that what had prompted him to adorn himself in this way was not vanity, but a gracious desire to look as agreeable as possible within his limited means. (A cynic might argue that the two motives are the same; but the object of vanity, surely, is to inspire admiration? â while his, plainly, was merely to give pleasure to a guest.)
I was prepared for a long preamble of pleasantries and idle reminiscences, such as is generally necessary with old people who live alone; but, as if to confirm my good opinion of him, he at once said:
âMy memory's well enough, ma'am, at least for the old days; but I tire easy now, I fear â very easy. So don't stand on ceremony â just ask what you will.' He laughed. âElse by the time we get to the meat, you'll find I'm asleep.'
âVery well, then. I was wondering if you could tell me about Covent Garden? When you were a young man?'
âCovent Garden â oh, well, now! Just imagine â a boy no more than eighteen â seen nothing of the world but Hampshire and Margate â suddenly whisked to London, and taken to the greatest theatre in the land, and given the
entree
of the house. All the great names of the day. Charles Bannister. Mrs. Gibbs.' He shook his head, still marvelling at his good fortune. âI was giddy, Miss
Halcombe. The smell of it! Even now â mix me a bit of sawdust and a bit of paint, and the fumes of a lamp or two â not gas, mind, it must be the old oil, warm and smoky â and I can't quell a flutter down here.' He pointed to his stomach, and chuckled.
I hadn't, of course, meant the theatre, but rather the area in which it stood; but I felt I could not say so now without seeming rude.
âDid you live nearby?' I asked.
âI was with my brother at first, in Holborn. But then I had rooms of my own, in Maiden Lane.'
âIndeed?' I said, trying to keep the excitement from my voice. âAnd who did you have for neighbours?'
âWell, now.' His eyes narrowed with the effort of recollection. âDownstairs we had a German musician, what was his name? â Herr, Herr ⦠I forget â and a man who made flutes, and Potter the bone-doctor, and â Schussel, that was it, Herr Schussel, lived with an Irish woman, she wasn't his wife, Mrs. Malone â¦'
âAnd what of the rest of the street?' I said.
âOh, we were a pretty mixed company, taken all in all. Actors and actresses; a plasterer; a poet; an architect; two or three tavern-keepers; a coach-maker; shopkeepers; fair .. . fair' â he hesitated, and the rouge on his cheeks was reinforced by a tinge of natural colour â âfair Cyprians, if you take my meaning?'
âWomen of ⦠?'
He nodded. âThere was a deal of those.'
âAnd do you recall any of the shops?'
He took a deep breath, and then let out an unsteady sigh.
âMiss Halcombe,' he said, lightening his words with an indulgent smile. âI feel I am being made to play “Twenty Questions”, and cannot guess the thought in your mind. I pray you, for your own sake â be plain with me.'
And I was. For the first few seconds I hesitated and stumbled; but I soon heard myself talking about Turner and Walter and my own research with an ease and directness that startled me â for I had not spoken so freely to
anyone
since the day of our visit to Sandycombe Lodge, and could not conceive why I suddenly felt able to be candid with
him.
And I still cannot account for it now, save that I was drawn on by the interest and sympathy in his face â and perhaps by the knowledge that a crippled old man in a Hammersmith alms-house would be unlikely to betray me.
I had just finished when a short, thickset woman suddenly entered without knocking. She wore a grey dress and a crimped bonnet, and carried a white apron, which she started to tie about her waist even as she leant against the door to close it.
âBetty,' said Mr. Padmore fondly. He looked at me, and pointed to the handkerchief in the window. âWhenever we hoist the signal, Betty takes pity on us. Betty' â turning back to her â âthis is Miss Halcombe. Miss Halcombe, Mrs. Chambers.'
âHow do you do?' she said briskly, extending her hand. She was about seventy, with a heart-shaped face that might once have been very striking, but now looked weatherbeaten and neglected â as if, once her beauty had started to fade, she no longer thought it worth the trouble of tending. There was no trace either of insolence or deference in her manner, from which I deduced that she was not a servant; and yet if she had been a member of Mr. Pad-more's family, surely that is how he would have introduced her?
âI live over there,' she said, as if by way of explanation, pointing out of the window.
âAh.'
She must have seen my puzzlement; for she went on:
âWith the women.' She took a kettle from the hearth, and filled it from an enamelled water-jug. âYou learn to care for one another in a company.'
âA company?' I said.
She nodded, and set the kettle to boil on the fire.
âDo you mean, then, that everyone here is an actor or an actress?' I said, half-laughing with surprise, and with an odd kind of delight at the idea.
'Was
,' she said. âWe are all
decayed.'
She began to laugh, and after a moment Mr. Padmore joined in.
âOr so the Theatrical Benevolent Society tell us,' she said, reaching down a tea caddy from the mantelpiece.
Mr. Padmore seemed so absorbed in watching her preparations that I feared I had lost him; but, just as I was about to try to nudge him back to our conversation, he said:
âNo, I have not forgotten.' He closed his eyes, and collected his thoughts in silence for a few moments. Then he looked at me again and said:
âYou are in luck; for I remember the barber's shop quite distinctly.'
I gave a little yelp of triumph â I could not help it â which surprised even myself, and startled Mrs. Chambers so much that she almost dropped the teapot; but Mr. Padmore merely smiled and nodded.
âYes, indeed,' he went on. âSeveral of the older men went to Turner, or engaged Turner to come to them; and I thought I could do worse than go there myself. So I took my wigs to him, until I noticed the young whips were no longer wearing them; and then I grew my hair, and took
that
to him instead.' He shook his head. âI wish I had the power of painting myself, Miss Halcombe, so I could show it to you. There was a long low window on the street, full of grinning dummies in bob and cauliflower wigs; but you couldn't go in that way â you entered by a side-door in the court â the name's gone, I fear â¦'
âHand Court?'
âYes, that was it.' He shut his eyes again, and began tracing an invisible plan with his hand. âA narrow hall â stairs up and down â the shop in a dark little room to the left. Rows of blue bottles against the wall â a table here, with towels, and razors, and a bowl â a spiral machine there, for frizzing, I suppose â and all about powder-puffs, and crimping-irons, and braiding-pins, and leather rolls for making curls, and heaven knows what. And the
smell
. Scorched hair. Soap. Pomade.' His nostrils twitched, trying to recapture some long-lost fragrance. âAnd
powder.
Yes.' He opened his eyes suddenly. âDo you know the smell of wig-powder, Miss Halcombe?'
I shook my head.
âNot unpleasant. Sneezy. And there always seemed to be the most tremendous noise, at least when I was there. As much inside as out. Water boiling. Tongs clacking.' He laughed.
'Tongues
clacking. Oh, yes, a deal of tongues.'
âWas Mr. Turner very garrulous, then?'
He inclined his head, and scratched the lobe of his ear, as if it might stimulate thought or memory. After a moment he said:
âDo you know, I can't recall? But
someone
must have been; for there was always talk. Or so it seems, at any rate, when I think back to it now.' He smiled wonderingly, like a traveller who has paused in his journey to look behind him, and is amazed to see how far he has come. âWe did not want for subjects â the colonists
in America, the
sans-culottes
in France. Or for men of consequence to discuss âem.' He leaned a little towards me, as if confiding a secret. âI once saw a portly-looking gentleman coming out, with the whitest wig I ever set eyes on; and Mr. Barrington, who was with me, said he was the Prince of Wales' private chaplain.'
âReally?' I said; for it is hard to imagine so exalted a person today going to a dingy establishment in Maiden Lane (or at least one where he does not fear to be recognized) and being obliged to rub shoulders there with impoverished actors and tradesmen.
Mr. Padmore nodded solemnly. âAnd Dr. Monro, who was the King's -'
âMad-doctor!' I cried, remembering Mrs. Bennett.
He nodded and beamed â not, I think, with admiration at my knowledge, but rather with satisfaction at the discovery that his world had not yet entirely vanished, and that a man who had been famous in his time was still remembered in mine.
âDid you know', I said, âthat he was one of Turner's first patrons?'
He shook his head. âBut I'm not surprised to hear it; for he was known as a collector, as I recall, and as something of an artist himself. And he must have seen the boy's drawings at the shop, for old Mr. Turner used to pin them up in the window and around the door, and sell them for two or three shillings apiece. He was also, did you know -?'
But at that moment Mrs. Chambers set the tea before us; and he stopped talking, and watched appreciatively as she poured.
âThere, now,' she said, when she was done. âIt was a pleasure to meet you, Miss Halcombe.' She collected the handkerchief from the window and handed it to me. âPerhaps you'd be good enough to show this again when you leave, and I shall know to come and tidy up.'