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Then Robbie's running got so blatant that it was apparent he
wanted
to get caught. He wouldn't bother to clean the makeup off his clothes:

He'd actually started giving his phone number to Barf groupies, who would call and hang up when Yolie would say, "This is his
wife
. Can I take a message?" One called back to say how sorry she was, because Robbie had sworn he was single. On weeknights Yolie would always get these calls and hang-ups.

One girl called and said how sorry she was, but Robbie needed lots of sympathy, since he felt bad about being black, and the caller, being white, could help him. Another said she was a student at San Diego State and knew Robbie was married, but she was desperate to talk to Yolie because Robbie was lying and cheating. Not on Yolie, but on the student.

Yolie Hurt by now was getting as crazy as a Barfer in the canyons. She made a date to meet this distraught student and was surprised to see that she was a pretty black girl. They met in a Cantonese restaurant and Yolie sat through a tearful lunch discussing Robbie. While they were talking, Robbie strolled in the door looking like a bandit about thirty seconds after Manny Lopez says "
Sabes que
?"

There they were: Robbie, his girl friend, and his wife. The girl begged Robbie not to lie and cheat on her anymore. Yolie, for the first time, started getting her head straight. She simply said, "There's only one thing for us to do. We should make a soap opera out a this." And that was that. The marriage was, for all intents, finished. They didn't get a lawyer. They did their own divorce. She gave him everything.

"I'd spoiled him all the way," she said. "No sense stopping." One night Robbie was pacing on a hillside by the Chevy Suburban with Ken Kelly. They both seethed with frustration because they'd heard three gunshots off in Spring Canyon and could not reach the walking teams by radio for nearly thirty minutes, during which time they both had their GI tracts eaten full of holes by stomach acid until they found out the shots were not fired at or by Barfers. On this night Robbie slipped and fell down a hill, spraining his ankle. He wore a temporary cast for a few days, and when he hobbled into a cops' bar on crutches, there happened to be a clutch of groupies drinking with some detectives and patrol cops.

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Someone pointed out the arrival of the Gunslingers, one of whom was on crutches, and the next thing Robbie Hurt knew, he was regaling three wide-eyed lollypops with a story as to how he got his "wound."

"It's a jungle out there, ladies!" he found himself saying. "Yes, we had to shoot a few bandits tonight. And I got hurt chasing one who almost escaped back onto Mexican soil." And so forth. The astonishing thing was that he was starting to believe it. It was amazing what it could do to your head, this job. He tried to stop his own mouth but couldn't. They were gathered around him. They admired him. No, they
worshiped
him. Ken Kelly said, "It was like having something very special in your back pocket. I could pull it out when I needed it. Robbie Hurt pulled it out
all
the time." Robbie never stopped calling Yolie for sisterly advice. She was the only person he could talk to, even after the marriage was over. He said that his ex-wife was the finest human being he had ever known in his whole life. He always said he should have cleaned up his act and saved the marriage. He said the loneliness after they parted made him think of suicide. He said he wept out of loneliness.

He said all of this, but there was something he was up against that was so seductive, so irresistible, so overpowering that he couldn't cope. He was up against something that had overwhelmed many a man older and wiser than Robbie Hurt. This something was a
Bitch
. And the sinister Bitch had a name. She was called
Celebrity
.

LINES AND SHADOWS

THE BARFERS WERE BECOMING CONSUMED BY THE PUBLICITY blitz. They were spending their time giving interviews (that is, Manny Lopez was) and speeches (also handled by Manny) and the others were starting to feel like the character actor who never gets the girl. Some of them, Eddie Cervantes especially, were dying to become leading men.

"Hey, I can't help it if they wanted
me
at the Rotary luncheon," Manny Lopez would say defensively. "Listen, fuckers, you're free to make speeches or go on television or hire press agents if you want. Come
with
me next time."

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Dick Snider may have dreamed up the idea, but BARF was Manny's baby. He shaped it, he sold it, he represented it, and if it ever died it would be he who killed it. Eddie and the others might bitch and complain all they wanted about Manny getting the publicity, but a few of them had to concede that none of them could begin to do what Manny could.

Someone said, "Imagine Joe Castillo or Big Ugly having to address the Rotary Club? Sure. Like pulling teeth. Your own."

Manny had natural gifts. You only had to watch him sometime, up there in his disco suit and gold chains, the witticisms tumbling out of his impish, gap-toothed mouth, his pseudo

-Asian eyes darting around the room to lock in on every chick short of menopause, his droopy moustache jumping under that pseudo-Armenian nose, and that eyebrow squiggling and crawling up his forehead into a perfect question mark. As he pointed his finger like a gun and told them how he drew one from the shoulder holster and one from the belt and smoked them down in Deadman's Canyon.

He could make them gasp or make them laugh as he chose. All you could hear was the click of ballpoint pens as local politicians started making notes about getting this little hardball son of a bitch on the campaign committee. There weren't any movie stars in San Diego and only a few big sports stars. And there sure as hell wasn't a genuine mythic hero before this dude came along. Who cared if he was a Republican or a Democrat? This freaking Mexican was the last of the Gunslingers!

In April their activity report showed that Manny was spending his thirtieth birthday recreating bandit busting in the canyons for various television crews. The Barfers were in fact actors now, in more ways than one. But an actor better by God get in proper character when he's doing real-life bandit busting or somebody might get hurt. It was on their minds, but except for Eddie Cervantes and sometimes Ernie Salgado, they didn't argue very much with Manny Lopez about what made copy and what made sense. Once they were in character, back to playing the pollo parts, a smuggler actually told them there was very little bandit activity in the hills these days because of one Sergeant Manny Lopez and his San Diego cops who were scaring the hell out of everybody. When things got slow out there on warm spring nights, the other Barfers were grateful for the respite. It was on such nights that they liked to lie on a hilltop and listen to the music from the Mexican side, and crack jokes and
try
to get back some of the camaraderie they were losing as they came to fear each other's guns and Manny's restless, driven ways. They'd talk about bandits shot full of holes who lived. And then: "If I get grazed in the ass I'll probably bleed to death." Or, "Joe Castillo don't gotta worry, long as he gets it in the head." Or, "Manny's okay if it's a heart shot." And so forth. file://C:\Documents and Settings\tim\Desktop\books to read\Wambaugh, Joseph - Lines a... 11/20/2009

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But if they started griping too much or began to lose interest, Manny could always figure a way to entertain them for a while. For instance, one afternoon while they were loafing there in Deadman's Canyon, feeling bummed and mean, they happened to observe a small party of women passing on the greasy clay trail. It was still daylight and the young women were scared and moving in a hurry. Pretty soon a group of lowlife Colonia Libertad playsmugglers came finger-popping along the trail, signaling for the women. The leader said to the Barfers: "Did you see some little
pollitas
walk this way?" And Manny, who was bored, said, "Why do you want to know?" And the guy giggled and said, "They think I'm going to guide them to San Ysidro. But we're taking them down in the canyon."

"For what?" Manny asked, and the guy looked at Manny like he was a festered pimple and said, "To fuck them, stupid."

"Maybe they won't like that," Manny Lopez said ominously.

"They'll
learn
to like it," the guy grinned.

And by now the other Barfers were looking at Manny, and that eyebrow had locked in and the little eye beneath was really looking evil and he walked over real friendly to the would

-be rapist and said, "Well, '
mano
, I do happen to know where the girls are. They're hiding right over there."

And all the Barfers got to their feet to follow Manny, who led the would-be rapist along the grease-slick trail to the edge of a gully so that when he fell he might just break his neck, and Manny said something like: "I think now you should grab your balls and cough." And when the puzzled Mexican asked why, Manny said, "For old times' sake. The next time you feel for those nuts you'll need a catcher's mitt to find them." And then he didn't bother to say "
Sabes que
?" and the would-be rapist probably felt like his balls were sailing clear to the bullring when Manny kicked them for a field goal and the other Barfers started beating up his rapist pals for good measure and everyone was running in all directions. They eventually walked the limping rapist cradling his wounded glands over to the Mexican
judiciales
, since evil intent in America is not a crime. The
judicial
in charge didn't like rapists any more than Manny Lopez, so when Manny told him the story he decided the guy needed one more, and POW! He knocked the guy cold, and said, "
That's
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If Manny didn't keep them grimly entertained, they tended to get wilder out there in those lonely hills. Once they decided to build a fire of their own, like the pollos do. They tried setting fire to an old tire, and for a tense thirty minutes the whole goddamned canyon was in danger of going up in a conflagration.

Another time they were listlessly walking along the border fence on the west side of 1-5

when some Tijuana kids started throwing rocks at them. They started throwing rocks back and pretty soon there was a first-class rock-throwing melee going on, until some Mexican citizen got sick and tired of rocks banging off his roof and called the Tijuana
cops
, who showed up and fired a
shot
at them. Which sent them running like hell into the darkness, deciding that they take rock throwing seriously down there and maybe they better quit dicking around so much.

And they weren't the only people getting goofy in those canyons. The U.S. Border Patrol, with one of the most thankless and frustrating jobs of all time, also had its share of head problems. One evening when the Barfers had to arrest a group of pollos who got in the way, of a possible bandit ambush, they called the Border Patrol and delivered the pollos to them. One of the aliens happened to be wearing a scruffy old U.S. Army dress jacket complete with insignia, pins and badges. The border patrolman receiving the prisoners went absolutely bonkers. He made the baffled pollo stand at attention in front of the jeep headlights. He pulled each little pin and infantry badge off the jacket and snapped them in half like he was breaking a saber.

"This man never served in our armed forces!" he shrieked. "He has no
right
to wear these!" The Barfers at first thought it was a gag, and Big Ugly started to do a drum roll on the jeep until the border patrolman showed them eyes ten times more nutty than Ken Kelly's. And they knew this guy was serious.

The pollo never for a minute thought this
migra
wasn't serious, and he started shaking when the border patrolman pulled out a pocket knife and cut off the brass buttons. As summer approached they were doing well enough— that is, they were arresting a few bandits here and there, nothing worth talking to a Kiwanis luncheon about, but guys with knives and icepicks who only scared the living shit out of them. Guys who smelled like garbage. Nothing worthy of mention on the eleven o'clock news. And one particularly warm evening, Manny decided that they were going to hit those canyons and they were going to walk until they got robbed. He was sick of this peace and quiet. They loaded up, all of them, and were dropped off by Robbie Hurt and Ken Kelly in the vicinity of Airport Mesa. They started walking west toward the sunset. Toward the goddamn ocean! Manny Lopez wouldn't stop.

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Old Fred Gil sure enough slipped and fell in a pile of shit. Ditto for Renee Camacho, who that night was wearing high-heeled leather dress shoes such as the aliens wear in their pathetic attempts to get dressed up. His ankles started swelling after the first two miles. He was limping after the third. Manny wouldn't stop. They walked down the gullies, up the escarpments, clear to Interstate 5. They heard rattlers just after dark.

"Look out! A fucking snake!" somebody yelled, and they almost started shooting.

"Don't say 'look out,' goddamnit!" Manny Lopez yelled. "Talk Spanish. Say '
Trucha
!' or something."

So somebody yelled, "
Trucha!
A fucking snake!" The mosquitoes were enjoying the balmy early summer evening. They were attacking in swarms and everyone was slapping and yelping. Their hands and faces were swollen before the fourth mile. They were wearing bulletproof vests and lugging all their armament, and Renee Camacho was carrying a shotgun. Manny Lopez wouldn't stop for a drink. He was a man possessed.