Imperial Fire (41 page)

The wind had strengthened to a gale, driving grit into Wayland’s face and making his horse walk crabbed. He caught up with his companions and Toghan rode over, shouting to make himself heard. ‘I told you not to risk it.’

At sunset the wind dropped and the sky ran with colours of such depth and clarity that a soothsayer would have interpreted the patterns as portents of war or disaster, the rise of an empire or its fall. Not a breath of air stirred when Wayland looked up and saw an eagle hanging above him at an immense height, the last of the sun striking bronze from its plumage and the first star twinkling above.

‘That can’t be her,’ Toghan said.

Wayland watched the eagle and dismounted. ‘Hold my horse.’

He walked out into the wilderness and swung a lure, whistling and calling. The eagle swung away until Wayland could barely keep it in sight. The sun sank. Shadows veiled the earth.

Wayland was about to give up when the speck in the sky vanished. He squinted and picked up a mote dropping through the atmosphere. It swung up in a pothook, unfurling into eagle shape as it reached the top of its arc, contracting again as it closed its wings for another plunge. In this fashion it fell in three giant steps before descending into the shadow of night.

‘Lost her,’ Wayland said.

Toghan whistled. ‘Listen.’

The sound started as a flutter, reminding Wayland of the noise made by a leaf clinging to a wind-swept branch. It increased to the roar of a storm surging through a forest. He ran into the dark with upheld hand.

‘Freya!’

Silence and then a drawn-out hiss. Wayland raised his gloved hand and waited with pounding heart.

Thump.
 

One instant Freya was lost and the next she was on Wayland’s glove, grown from infant to adult in a day. She glared into the gathering night, adjusted her stance and lowered her head to eat. She didn’t utter a sound, and when Wayland placed her on her perch, she gave a sort of chortle, rotated her neck to settle her crop and tucked her head under one wing. Wayland swelled with pride.

‘You pretend you love that bird more than you love me.’

Turning, Wayland made out Zuleyka. She was slapping her hip and stamping the ground.

‘There’s no pretence. Freya means more to me than you do, yet when I thought she’d gone I felt relief. One less thing to worry about. I chose to bring the eagle with me. I didn’t choose you for company. I’ll be happy to see the back of you.’

She flew at him, mouthing imprecations. Toghan wrested her away. There was a moment of silence and then her voice carried through the dark.

‘I love you, Wayland the English with the shining hair. What I love I own.’

A slap rang out.

‘There’s no need for that,’ Wayland told Toghan.

‘That was her hitting me,’ the Seljuk said.

It was time to enter Freya to quarry. Feeding her half-rations for a couple of days brought her into the condition the Turkmen called
yarak
– a frantic urge to kill, manifested by her raised crest, loose plumage and maniacal stare. When Wayland sucked through his lips to imitate a rabbit’s squeak, her feet convulsed so tight on his glove that he groaned.

He had to manage the flight so that she had every chance of success, and that meant selecting the right quarry. At this stage of her development, the wild sheep and antelopes were beyond her, the marmots and pikas not challenge enough. That left hares, which abounded on the steppe. Thicker-coated than their distant English cousins, they were every bit as fast and wily.

Wayland left the party and rode through a promising expanse of grassland, holding Freya hooded on his fist and keeping his dog to heel. He hadn’t gone far when he spotted a hare lolloping about half a bowshot away. As he approached, the hare flattened itself to the ground. He ordered the dog to lie down, unhooded Freya and homed in. He was no more than forty yards away when the hare bolted. Almost in the same instant Freya reacted.

It was farcical, Freya’s actions outrunning thought. She gripped Wayland’s glove, imagining she’d already bound to her prey, at the same time flapping her wings. Wayland was left with a heavy, crazy bundle sagging from his fist, making his horse jibe while the hare made good its escape.

The next flight wasn’t much better. This time Freya managed to disengage, only to fly into the ground, skidding to an undignified halt twenty yards in front of Wayland. He didn’t pick her up until she’d composed herself. He’d learned that birds of prey understood humiliation and took it out on those who had witnessed it. Turkmen falconers had told him that a thwarted eagle would sometimes attack men or even horses.

It was evening next day when he spotted a hare’s ears pricked up on a gravel flat with no cover for miles. Wayland unhooded Freya. By now she knew the action heralded a hunt and her gaze darted in search of prey.

The hare had vanished. Freya glared around. Wayland hoisted her above his head. ‘You’re looking the wrong way.’

He didn’t know which moved first. The weight on his arm lifted and the hare bounded away. Freya was off, rowing through the air with movements that seemed lethargic compared to the hare’s efforts. Yet without apparent effort she caught up, extended her talons and braced back for the impact.

When Wayland made in, she was clutching a hank of grass, looking around with a baffled expression.

‘That’s life,’ Wayland said, offering her food.

Freya learned fast from her failures. Next day she wasn’t sticky-footed and weighed up her chances before deciding whether to attack. Even so she missed. This time, though, she returned to the fist and stared around in search of fresh quarry.

Wayland’s arm was sagging under her weight when three hares erupted under his feet, each hare streaking off on a different path. Freya beat after one, gaining some height before sweeping down to bind to her quarry.

Hunter and hunted were small in the distance when they converged. One speck leaped and the other disappeared. The hare had anticipated Freya’s attack and evaded it by flinging itself into the air.

A flurry of wings showed that Freya hadn’t given up. Wayland stood in his stirrups and watched the eagle close the gap.

The hare ran in a circle and was less than a furlong from Wayland when Freya smashed into it, predator and prey rolling over in a cloud of dust. Wayland galloped up to lend assistance, but by the time he reached the spot the hare was dead. Freya mantled at him and he waited until she’d calmed down and broken into her prey before making in to her. He extended his glove, holding fresh meat at Freya’s feet. She pulled at it and as soon as he made to withdraw it she released her grip on the hare and stepped onto his fist.

He rewarded her well and let two days pass before flying her again. They’d reached stonier terrain broken by gulleys and Wayland’s search for hares drew a blank. Since Freya’s vision was sharper than his, he unhooded her and transferred her to the T-perch. They hadn’t gone more than a mile when she began to bob her head at something away to the left. She was undecided, half spreading her wings and then scissoring them shut.

‘What is it?’ Wayland said. He guessed it wasn’t a hare and was about to take hold of Freya’s jesses when she took off, powering thirty feet into the air before setting course.

Quarter of a mile away a russet shape broke cover and streaked off. A fox. Freya closed on it. Wayland rode after the chase with mingled excitement and apprehension. Tibetan foxes were big animals, twice Freya’s weight. This one made for a sheer ridge riven with fissures. It bounded up a steep rock face and was nearly at the top when Freya took it side on. Eagle and fox tumbled down and Wayland knew Freya hadn’t secured a killing grip. When he reached them, they were caught in a deadlock, Freya holding her quarry by shoulder and rump, leaning back on her tail to avoid the fox’s jaws. Wayland despatched it with a knife and looked at the panting and dishevelled eagle.

‘You won’t tackle one of them again in a hurry.’

Two days later she caught her second fox. This time Wayland was close enough to see her slow down during her final approach and then, as the fox turned at bay, shoot forward, seizing its mask with one foot and grabbing its back with the other. When Wayland made in, he found she’d killed the fox by breaking its neck.

‘You’re almost ready to take your place in the wild.’

They reached grazing grounds streaming with flocks of sheep and herds of domesticated yaks, the black-hair tents of the nomads dotted on the pastures like pinned spiders. Running the gauntlet of fierce mastiffs, the travellers sought food and shelter at one
drokpa
encampment. Its occupants were unfriendly until Yonden told them he was a monk at the Palace of Perfect Emancipation, and then the nomads plied their guests with food and drink. Wayland had already sampled tsampa – barley meal ground as fine as sawdust, the staple diet of Tibet. This was the first time he’d eaten it in tea with rancid yak butter. It wasn’t too unpalatable if you thought of it as soup and avoided looking at the hairs floating among the winking beads of grease.

A cheerful woman, two men and three children occupied a pair of smoke-blackened tents pitched on stone slabs. The woman wore a full-length sheepskin gown with the fleece turned inwards, but during the day she let the garment hang from her waist, revealing her naked torso. The men were two of the woman’s three husbands and their relationships seemed not at all strained. The third husband, brother of the other two, was away trading in Nepal. Every spring one of the men would load up a sheep caravan with salt and journey across the Himalayas, returning in the autumn with rice and barley. Usually the second husband was away in the summer pastures. Wayland gave up trying to work out how the ménage worked when all four spouses were together in winter.

He rested three days at the encampment. Mornings and evenings the children milked the sheep into a wild yak’s horn, tying the animals together in two rows facing each other and so closely packed that the head of each animal appeared to be growing backwards out of its opposite number. Before leaving, Wayland exchanged a lame horse for a yak. After two months on the Chang Thang, some of their mounts were so thin that they looked like skeletons sewn into skin.

‘Who’s going to handle the yak,’ Toghan asked.

Wayland cocked a finger at Zuleyka.

Summer was ending. While the sun at noon was still hot enough to burn skin, water in the shade only a few feet away remained frozen. Even with sheepskins piled on top of him, Wayland couldn’t sleep soundly in the open. One night, chilled to the bone by a moaning northerly, he took cover in the tent occupied by Zuleyka. The dog was already inside, curled nose to tail beside her.

‘What are you doing?’ she demanded.

‘What does it look like? It’s freezing out there.’

She tried to push him back through the entrance. ‘I don’t want you here.’

‘It’s my tent. If you don’t want to share it,
you
sleep outside.’

Zuleyka muttered to herself.

‘What’s that?’ Wayland said.

‘I said I have a knife and I’ll stab you if you lay a hand on me.’

Wayland’s laugh was slightly crazed. ‘A man would have to be desperate to molest you. You look like a witch and you smell like a polecat.’ He wasn’t exaggerating by much. Zuleyka’s lips were black and scabby, her nose sore and flaking, her curls a matted grey rat’s nest.

He settled down and was almost asleep when he registered her tiny rhythmic convulsions. He half-raised himself. Zuleyka was crying. ‘What’s wrong now?’

‘It’s true,’ she wailed. ‘This awful journey has destroyed my charms. Who would marry a hag so aged and coarsened by sun and cold? I should have killed myself when the Vikings captured me.’ She drew her knife. ‘I can still do it. What’s the point of living?’

Wayland grabbed for the weapon, batting his hands against hers before finding her wrists. ‘Stop that! I spoke in spite. If you must know, you’re still beautiful. Too beautiful for your own good or mine.’

Zuleyka settled back and gave a throaty chuckle ‘I know, Master English. I like to tease.’

‘You’re mad.’

Zuleyka yawned and rolled over. ‘Sleep well and meet me in your dreams. I’ll be waiting.’

A day came when Wayland heard the haunting song of geese migrating south, the chevrons passing overhead in squadrons so large they looked from a distance like rain squalls.

Below him spread a shallow grassland basin so wide that its far side was hidden beneath the curve of the horizon. A few clouds cast coloured shadows on a steppe that seemed to emit its own light. A river wandered across the basin in braids more than half a mile wide. On the other bank, etched by the clarity of the atmosphere, a herd of wild yak grazed, arresting in their blackness. At a distance from the herd, two bulls fought like beasts out of a fable, the impact of their collisions carrying as faint concussions through the still air.

The wayfarers rode down to the river. There were at least six main channels to ford, separated by gravel bars and islands. Wayland noticed that the yaks had stopped grazing and fixed their attention upstream, where the river emerged through a gap in the highland rim. He tried to work out what had alarmed them. Probably the pack of wolves stitching themselves into the landscape a mile away. A flock of cranes sprang into clanging flight on the far side and the yaks wheeled, tails upright, galloping away from the river.

Wayland had registered that the current was well below its maximum height, with some channels almost dry. That wasn’t unusual. At this altitude rivers froze at night in their headwaters, only flowing when the sun had melted the ice, sometime late in the day. Wayland had learned not to pitch camp in a dry watercourse after being forced to evacuate a gulley that flooded not long after they’d pitched tents.

He coaxed his horse into the current, the eagle riding on its perch, Yonden close behind and Zuleyka following, leading the loaded yak by a rope tied to its wooden nose ring. The Seljuks tarried on the bank, foraging for dry yak dung – the only fuel on the plateau.

Even with the river so low, progress was slow, the fast-flowing current up to the horses’ bellies in places, the cobbled bottom making it difficult for them to find secure footing. Some of the boulders were two feet across, separated by narrow gaps that could have snapped a horse’s leg if negotiated carelessly. Wayland picked his way across to the first island and waited for Yonden and Zuleyka to join him before fording the next channel. Toghan had just set his horse at the water and the other two Turkmen were making for the bank.

Wayland lurched up onto the next gravel bar and looked back to see the Turkmen strung out, the rearmost rider hampered by the spare mount. Wayland’s horse whinnied and laid back his ears. His dog whimpered, staring upstream.

‘What’s wrong?’ Yonden said.

‘I don’t know,’ Wayland said. He swung his hand at the stragglers. ‘Hurry up.’

Nervousness had begun to infect the other animals. Yonden’s horse balked at entering the water. The yak dug in its heels. The spare horse in the rear tried to break back to the far bank, almost unseating its handler.

Wayland had to kick his horse’s flanks before it would tackle the next channel. This was the widest stream, about seventy yards across, strewn with boulders sunk deep in water that creamed between them, making it difficult to find a path. In one place he found his way blocked and had to detour upstream, forging against the current.

He was two-thirds of the way across the river when he saw it – a white deckled band foaming down the river, its contours frayed and constantly changing, flinging up into spouts of spray. It wasn’t just water. Slabs of ice jostled on the wave.

‘Dear God,’ he murmured. He swung round. ‘Ride for your lives!’

‘What about the yak?’ Zuleyka shouted.

‘Let it go.’

He ploughed through the current, measuring his progress against the oncoming flood. He estimated that it was no more than a quarter of a mile away, surging down at the speed of a cantering horse. He could hear it over the riffling of the current – a malign hissing broken by dull shocks as slabs of ice smashed into obstacles. With only one more channel to cross, he knew he would make it, but when he looked back he realised with visceral horror that two of the Turkmen were doomed. The rearmost of them abandoned the pack horse. It stampeded and fell on its side, thrashing to regain its feet.

The wave was so close that its onrush blotted out all other sounds, the liquid roaring underscored by grating ice and the rumbling of boulders bowled along the riverbed. It sounded like subterranean gates being wrenched open.

Wayland leaped off his horse and dragged it snorting with terror to shore. The bank was undercut and he lost precious time finding a way up. Zuleyka was flogging her horse towards him, Yonden not far behind. Toghan was a long way adrift and the other Turkmen were still in mid-river. Wayland helped Zuleyka and Yonden on to the bank.

‘Keep going,’ he told them.

The torrent had spilled out of its course, swilling a hundred yards beyond the bank. Toghan whipped his horse through the boulders. It stumbled and went down on its knees before recovering its footing.

‘Stay calm,’ Wayland yelled. ‘You can still make it.’

Those last moments stretched into infinity, Wayland measuring the Seljuk’s progress against the surge. Sometimes the wave slowed, backing up in a bulging swell before bursting forward with renewed violence.

Toghan cast a desperate glance. ‘Save yourself.’

Wayland stretched out a hand. ‘Come on. You’re nearly there.’

Their hands linked moments before the wave struck. Toghan drove his horse up onto the bank and dragged Wayland after him. Reaching higher ground, Wayland looked back at the moment the wave of ice and water smashed into the yak and one of the Turkmen and swept them away.

His legs gave way beneath him. He was too stunned by the speed of the disaster to take it in.

‘What caused it?’ Yonden said.

Wayland pointed back with shaking hand. ‘The earthquake must have set off a landslide that blocked the river. The water backed up until…’ He clutched his face. ‘I should have known something was wrong from the yaks’ behaviour.’

‘Nobody could have foreseen it,’ Zuleyka said.

Toghan was beside himself. ‘We must search for our friends.’

Wayland raised his head. ‘They’re dead. We’ll look for them when the river has abated.’

It was still ripping past in full spate, the torrent burdened with ice debris. Shadows were lengthening when the survivors began their search. By nightfall they’d found the battered and shapeless body of the yak, its packs torn off and lost. Of the two Turkmen and the three missing horses, they found no trace.

Over a campfire they took stock of their losses and reached a sober reckoning. The yak had been carrying their tents and most of their food. They had rations for three days.

‘We won’t starve,’ Toghan said. ‘My bow and your eagle will keep us fed until we reach another nomad camp.’

‘How far before we reach your monastery?’ Wayland asked Yonden.

‘One more month.’

Overnight the river shrank to its normal size. The survivors went on, refugees rather than wayfinders, the least regarded of all the creatures in that wilderness. They ate only what they could catch, feeling the pinch of hunger when their arrows missed or the weather was too stormy to risk flying the eagle. Wayland had to take care about Freya’s slips, making sure there were no foxes about before releasing her. She’d become wedded to them, sometimes ignoring a hare and beating after a fox a mile away. Once she checked at a half-grown wolf and might have bound to it if it hadn’t taken cover in a lair.

Camps were sombre occasions, with little conversation to leaven the oppressive mood. Wayland kept thinking about the disaster at the river, berating himself for not interpreting the warning signs. Soft living had dulled his instincts. It was as if some sense amounting to a virtue had deserted him.

Nor was he prepared for the tragedy that would befall them on the next stage. A keening wind from the north blew snow parallel to the ground, sculpting icy arrow heads in the lee of each tussock. Toghan rode ahead, humming a tuneless song. Wayland swayed in his wake, half-frozen, sunk in a torpor.

He snapped awake as what looked like a blur of black smoke erupted through the streaking flakes. It was a wild yak bull charging at Toghan. In the instant of recognition, Wayland registered arrows stuck in its flank.

‘Toghan!’

The Seljuk hadn’t seen the yak and wrenched his horse right into its path. The horse went over as if hit by a wall, flinging Toghan backwards onto a boulder. The yak, blood drooling from its mouth, mashed the screaming horse with its horns, tossing it about as if it weighed no more than straw. One last gouge spun the horse around its axis and the yak trotted away, spotting the snow with the blood dripping from its flanks.

Wayland saw all this while fighting to control his crazed mount. Somewhere Zuleyka was screaming. He jumped off and dragged his horse over to Toghan. The Seljuk lay splayed across the boulder, his face the colour of putrid cheese and something unnatural about the way he was lying.

Wayland took his hands. ‘You’re a lucky fellow.’

‘My back’s broken.’

Everything went dark inside Wayland. He turned to glimpse Zuleyka in the whirling snow. She shook her head.

He knelt by Toghan. The Seljuk’s eyes projected weary resignation, as if he were already looking across death’s door. ‘I can’t move. My back’s broken.’

‘Close your eyes.’

Toghan’s lids slid shut. Wayland squeezed the Seljuk’s hands. ‘Do you feel that?’

‘It’s my legs I can’t feel. Everything’s dead below my waist.’

Wayland thumped Toghan’s knee. He twisted his ankle and prodded it with the tip of a knife. The Seljuk didn’t react.

Toghan’s eyes flickered. ‘When I was a boy, a friend broke his back in a horse race. An elder smothered him as an act of mercy. I don’t want to die like that. Cut my throat so that I have one last glimpse of this earth.’

‘I can’t do that.’

‘You’d do it for your dog.’

‘You’re not a dog. You’re my friend, even though your singing drives me mad.’

Toghan tried to smile. ‘Then end the tune. I don’t want to be singing it when you’ve left me and a bear claws my face.’