Cyteen: The Betrayal (50 page)

“I don’t like Giraud.”

“Ari, that’s not nice. He’s my brother. He’s your uncle. And he’s been very nice to you.”

“I don’t care. You won’t let me invite who I want.”

“Ari, -“

“It’s not Justin’s fault I took Nelly’s keycard.”

Uncle Denys sighed. “Ari, -“

“I don’t want an old party.”

“Look, Ari, I don’t know if Justin can come.”

“I want Justin and I want Grant and I want Mary.”

“Who’s Mary?”

“Mary’s the tech down in the labs.”

“Mary’s azi, Ari, and she’d feel dreadfully uncomfortable. But if you really want to, I’ll see about Justin. I don’t promise, mind. He’s awfully busy. I’ll have to ask him. But you can send him an invitation.”

That was better. She sat up a little and leaned her elbows on the chair arms. And gave uncle Denys a lot nicer look.

“Nelly isn’t going to have to go to hospital, either,” she said.

“Ari, dear, Nelly has to go to hospital, because you made Nelly awfully upset. It’s not my fault. You put Nelly in a hard place and if Nelly has to go to rest a while, I’m sure I don’t blame her.”

“That’s nasty, uncle Denys.”

“Well, so is stealing Nelly’s card. Nelly will be back tomorrow morning, Nelly will be just fine. I’ll call Justin and I’ll tell Mary you thought about her. She’ll be very pleased. But I don’t promise anything. You be good and we’ll see,. All right?”

“All right,” she said.

She was still mad about having to stay in the downstairs hall on her way back and forth to tape; and she tried and tried to think how she could get around that, but she hadn’t figured it out yet.

So they were not going to have a party in the big dining room downstairs this year because uncle Denys said there was so much work lately anyway that a lot of people couldn’t come. So they were going to have just a little one, in the apartment, but the kitchen was going to do the food and bring it up; and there would be just a few grown-ups, and they would have a nice dinner and have punch and cake and open her presents. She would get to plan the dinner with Nelly and sit at the head of the table and have anything she wanted. And Justin and Grant might be able to come, Denys said.

So they did.

Justin and Grant came to the door and Justin shook uncle Denys’s hand.

Then the scared feeling shot clear across the room. Justin was scared when he came in. Grant too. And everyone in the room was stiff and nasty and trying not to be.

It was her party, dammit. Ari got up with the upset going straight to her stomach, and ran over and was as friendly as she could be. You didn’t get anywhere by telling people to be nice. You just got their attention and shook them up until they fixed on you instead of what they had fixed on, and then you could do things with them. She didn’t have time to work out who was doing what-she just went for Justin: he was the key to it and she knew that right away.

Uncle Giraud was there, and Giraud’s azi Abban; and Dr. Ivanov and a very pretty azi named Ule, who was his. And Dr. Peterson and his azi Ramey; and her favorite instructor Dr. Edwards and his azi Gale, who was older than he was, but nice: Dr. Edwards was one of her invites. Dr. Edwards was a biochemist, but he knew about all sorts of things, and he worked a lot with her after her tape. And there was uncle Denys, of course, who was talking to Justin.

“Hello!” she said, getting in the way.

“Hello,” Grant said, and gave her their present. She shook it. It wasn’t heavy. It didn’t rattle. “What is it?” she asked. She knew they wouldn’t tell her. Mostly she wanted to get hold of them. And they were looking mostly at her.

“You have to wait to open it, don’t you?” Justin said. “That’s why it’s wrapped.”

She bounced over and gave it to Nelly to put with all the others that were stacked around the chair in the corner. It was like the whole room took a breath. She let it go a minute to see what the grown-ups were going to do now that they knew for sure that Justin and Grant were her invites.

The grown-ups had drinks and got to talking, and everyone was being nice. It was going to be nice. She would make it nice even if uncle Denys was getting over a mad with Justin. It was her party and her say-so, and she intended to have it, and to have a good time. No one was going to spoil it; or she would get them good.

Giraud was the nasty one. She was watching him real close, and she caught his eye when no one else was looking, and gave him a real straight look, so he knew that. Then she bounced back over and took Justin’s hand and had him look at all her pile of presents, and introduced him and Grant to Nelly, which embarrassed Nelly, but at least you knew Nelly was going to be nice and not make things blow up.

She went into her suite and brought out some of her nicest and most curious things to show everyone. She got everyone fixed on her. Pretty soon everybody was being a lot nicer, and people started talking and having a good time, having a before-dinner drink. But she didn’t. She didn’t want to spoil dinner.

It was different than parties she had had before, with the kids. She had a blue blouse with sparkles. A hairdresser had come in the afternoon and done her hair up with braids. She was very careful of it, and careful of her clothes when she sat on the floor. She was very pretty and she felt very grown-up and important, and she smiled at everybody now that they were being nice. When Seely said it was time to eat and the kitchen staff was going to be bringing the food in, she had Justin sit by her on one side at the table and Dr. Ivanov sat down next to him on the other, with Dr. Edwards across from him, so he was safe from Giraud, especially since Dr. Peterson sat down next to Dr. Edwards. Which left uncle Denys and uncle Giraud farthest away. You weren’t supposed to have an odd number at table. But they did. She had wanted Grant to be there, but uncle Denys said Grant would enjoy the party more with the other azi, and even Nelly said, while she was helping her get dressed, that Grant would be embarrassed if he had to be the only azi at the table where the CITs ate. So since Nelly said it too, she decided uncle Denys knew what he was talking about.

She got to sit at the head of the table; and she got to talk to adults, who talked about the labs and about things she didn’t know, but she always learned something when she listened, and she didn’t mind it at all when the adults quit asking her questions about her studies and her fish and began talking to each other.

It was a lot better, she was sure now, than kid-parties, where everybody was nasty and stupid.

When Justin and Grant had come in everyone had acted just exactly the way the other kids acted when she came near them. She hated that. She didn’t know why they did it. She had thought grown-ups were more grown-up than that. It was depressing to learn they weren’t.

At least adults covered it up better. And she figured it was easier to deal with if you weren’t the target of it. So she started figuring out where the problems were.

Uncle Giraud was the worst. He always was. Uncle Giraud was minding his manners, but he was still sulking about something, and talking about business to uncle Denys, who didn’t want him to.

Justin wasn’t saying anything. He didn’t want to. Dr. Peterson was just kind of dull, and he was talking to Dr. Ivanov, who was bored and mostly trying to listen to what Dr. Edwards was saying about the problems with the algae project. Uncle Denys was watching everybody and being nice, and trying to get Giraud, who was next to him, to stop talking.

She knew about the algae. Dr. Edwards had told her. He showed her all these sealed bottles with different kinds of algae and told her what Earth’s oceans had in them and what the difference was on Cyteen.

So she was trying to listen to that and she answered Dr. Peterson sometimes when he tried to talk to her instead of Dr. Ivanov.

It was still better than playing with Amy Carnath. And nobody was being nasty.

So when they got past cake and punch, and it was time for the adults to drink their drinks, she grabbed Justin by the hand and sat him in the circle of chairs right on the end next to uncle Denys. And, oh! that made Justin really nervous.

That was all right. That was because Justin was smart and knew if uncle Denys got mad at him everything was going to blow up. But she was too smart for that to happen. She opened uncle Denys’ present first. It was a watch that could do most everything. A real watch. She was delighted, but even if she hadn’t been she would have said she was, because she wanted uncle Denys happy. She went and she kissed uncle Denys on the cheek and was just as nice as she could be.

She opened uncle Giraud’s present next, just to make uncle Denys real happy, and it was an awfully nice holo of the whole planet of Cyteen. You moved it and the clouds went round. Everybody was real impressed with it, especially Dr. Edwards, and uncle Giraud explained it was a special kind of holo and brand new. So uncle Giraud was a surprise: he had really tried hard to find her a nice gift and he really liked it himself. She had never known uncle Giraud liked things like that, but of course, he was the one who had given her the bird in the cube, too. So she understood something about Giraud that was different than him being nasty all the time. She gave him a big kiss and skipped off to open Dr. Ivanov’s present, which was a puzzle box. And Dr. Edwards’, then, which was a piece of gold plastic until you put your fingers on it or laid something like a pencil on it, and then it made the shadow in different colors according to how warm it was, and you could make designs with it that stayed a while. It was real nice. She had known whatever he gave her would be. But she didn’t make any more fuss over it than over Dr. Ivanov’s puzzle and Dr. Peterson’s book about computers, and certainly not more than over uncle Denys’s watch or uncle Giraud’s holo.

It was working, too. They were having a good time. She opened Nelly’s present, which was underwear-oh, that was like Nelly-and then she opened Justin’s; which was a ball in a ball in a ball, all carved. It was beautiful. It was the kind of thing maman would have had and said: Ari, don’t touch that!’ And it was hers. But she mustn’t fuss over it. No matter how much she liked it. She said thank you and got right into the huge pile of other things from people who hadn’t come to her party.

There were things from the kids. Even nasty Amy sent her a scarf. And Sam gave her a robot bug that would really crawl and find its way around the apartment. It was expensive, she knew, she had seen it in the store; and it was awfully nice of Sam.

There were a lot of books and tapes and some paints and a lot of clothes: she thought uncle Denys probably told people the sizes because everybody knew. And there was clay to work and a lot of games and several bracelets and a couple of cars and even a roll-the-ball maze puzzle from Mary the azi, down in the labs. That was awfully nice. She made a note to send Mary a thank-you.

And Sam too.

Presents were good for making everybody feel happy. The grown-ups drank wine and uncle Denys even let her have a quarter of a glass. It was suspicious-tasting, like it was spoiled or something. All the adults laughed when she said that; even Justin smiled; but uncle Denys said it certainly wasn’t, it was supposed to taste like that, and she couldn’t have any more or she would feel funny and get sleepy.

So she didn’t. She worked her puzzle-box and got it open while the grown-ups drank a lot and laughed with each other and while uncle Denys finally got her watch set with the right date. It was not a bad party at all.

She yawned and everybody said it was time to go. And they called the azi and wished her happy birthday while she stood at ” the door with uncle Denys the way maman would have and said goodbye and thank you for coming. Everybody was noisy and happy like a long time ago. Denys was really smiling at Dr. Edwards and shook his hand and told Dr. Edwards he was really happy he came. Which made Dr. Edwards happy, because uncle Denys was the Administrator, and she wanted to get uncle Denys to like Dr. Edwards. And uncle Denys even was nice to Justin, and was really smiling at him and Grant when they left. So all of her invites worked.

Everyone left, even uncle Giraud; and it was time to clean up the presents and all. But Ari figured it was not too late to get another point with uncle Denys, so she went and hugged him.

“Thank you,” she said. “That was a nice party. I love the watch. Thank you.”

“Thank you, Ari. That was nice.” And he smiled at her in a funny way. Like he was really happy for a lot of reasons.

He kissed her on the forehead and told her go to bed. But she was feeling so good she decided to help Nelly and Seely pick up the presents, and she gave Nelly special instructions to be careful with her favorites.

She turned on Sam’s bug and let it run around real fast. “What’s that?” Nelly cried, and uncle Denys came out again to see what the commotion was.

So she clapped her hands and stopped it, and snatched it up and took it to her room.

Real fast. Because she was really trying to be good.

xiv.

Ari waked in the morning with the Minder dinging away and told it shut up, she had heard it. She rubbed her eyes and really wished she could stay there, but she was supposed to go to tape, it was that day. And there was no more going by Justin’s office either.

She had a lot of new toys in her bedroom, and a lot of new clothes; but mostly she would like to just lie here and go back to sleep, except pretty soon Nelly would be in telling her she had to move.

So she beat Nelly. She rolled over and slid over the side of the bed. And went to the bath and slid out of her pajamas and took her shower and brushed her teeth.

Usually Nelly was in the room by now.

So she put on the clothes Nelly had laid out for her last night and said: “Minder, call Nelly.”

“Nelly isn’t here,” the Minder said. “Nelly’s gone to the hospital.”

She was scared then. But that could have been the old message. She said: “Minder, where’s uncle Denys?”

“Ari,” the Minder said, in uncle Denys’s voice, “come to the dining room.”

“Where’s Nelly?” she asked again.

“Nelly’s in the hospital. She’s fine. Come to the dining room.”