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Authors: Elizabeth Bear
“The language is taut, the characters deep and the scenes positively crackle with energy. Not to mention that this is real science fiction, with rescues from crippled starships and exploration of mysterious alien artifacts and international diplomatic brinksmanship between space-faring powers China and Canada. Yes, Canada!”
—J
AMES
P
ATRICK
K
ELLY
, author of
Strange but Not a Stranger
and
Think like a Dinosaur
“An enjoyable, thoughtful and above all fun trio of books. Elizabeth Bear’s work is definitely worth sampling but you probably won’t want to stop with just the one book.”
—SFCrowsnest
“A compelling story … Bear has plotted the global geopolitics of the next sixty years with considerable depth and aplomb.”
—
Strange Horizons
CARNIVAL
Runner-up for the PKD Award for Best Novel, 2006
Nominated for the Lambda Literary Award for
Best SF Novel, 2006
“Bear has a gift for capturing both the pleasure and pain involved in loving someone else, particularly in the acid love story between Kusanagi-Jones and Katherinessen. While these double-crossed lovers bring the novel to a nail-biting conclusion, it is the complex interplay of political motives and personal desires that lends the novel its real substance.”
—The Washington Post Book World
“Enjoyable, thought-provoking … Like the best of speculative fiction, Bear has created a fascinating and complete universe that blends high-tech gadgetry with Old world adventure and political collusion.”
—Publishers Weekly
“Bear’s exploration of gender stereotypes and the characters’ reactions to the rigid expectations of a world of strict gender roles proves fascinating, as does her exploration of political systems gone too far in more than one direction. Her sense of pacing and skill with multifaceted characters prone to all sorts of confused motivations and actions also enrich this action-packed, thought-provoking story.”
—Booklist
(starred review)
“Another great adventure of ideals, prejudices and consequences by one of the brightest new minds in speculative fiction.”
—Mysterious Galaxy
“Fans of C. J. Cherryh, Liz Williams and Karin Lowachee will find much to admire in this mix of space opera, feminist utopia, spy thriller and yaoi tale. It’s a unique blend from a young writer who seems determined to extend her limits with every new book…. The Machiavellian back-and-forth, plotting and counterplotting, is unpredictable and exciting, and we get a rich diet of ambushes, duels, kidnappings, escapes and poisonings.”
“
Carnival
will appeal to those who like hard science fiction, and are willing to invest some time and brainpower into learning what makes these characters tick … along with their machinery.”
—Davis Enterprise
“Beautifully designed … One has to stop and admire the sheer scope of creativity evidenced here…. I look forward to seeing where Elizabeth Bear will take us next.”
—SF Site
“The world and universe created is lush with invention and the characters are appealing in their unorthodox nature…. The characters are interesting and very dynamic. The politics of New Amazonia and the galaxy are top-notch, full of ambiguities … breathtaking in parts…. Overall,
Carnival
is an interesting book with some excellent extrapolations and is an enjoyable read…. I will be keeping an eye on [Bear’s] releases for a long while to come.”
—SFcrowsnest
Also by Elizabeth Bear
UNDERTOW
HAMMERED
SCARDOWN
WORLDWIRED
CARNIVAL
DUST
For Thomas Ladegard
G
LENDOWER: I
can call spirits from the vasty deep.
H
OTSPUR:
Why, so can I, or so can any man;
But will they come when you do call for them?
—W
ILLIAM
S
HAKESPEARE,
Henry IV, Part I
, Act 3, Scene 1
4.
balanced against the skin of the world
5.
pinioned in terrible darkness
8.
everything their father had told them
12.
this time of trial and desperation
15.
the bottomless dark in its person
halfway to standing
When a great ship is in harbor and moored, it is safe, there can be no doubt. But … that is not what great ships are built for.
—C
LARISSA
P
INKOLA
E
STÉS
, Ph.D.,
“Letter to a Young Activist During Troubled Times”
The first hint of returning consciousness was the icy tickle of fluid dropping across his lids, lashes, nostrils. Pain followed, the tidal roll of hurt through his body too severe for his symbiont to heal or silence.
Tristen Conn opened his eyes within his acceleration tank. As the hyperbaric fluid drained from around his chest, his diaphragm spasmed. Shattered ribs ground in his flesh. The tank spilled him on the slotted deck, festooned like a newborn with blood-stringed goo.
He pushed against the deck, but pulped arms could not lift his face from the puddle of oxygenated fluid. He heaved. Slime roped from his nose and mouth, tinged blue with blood, bringing with it bright pieces of tooth and lung.
He could not raise his head. He thought,
Then there were none
, and wished he could give himself up for dying.
But here he was. And if he was hurt, he was living. Beside his shattered cheek, cobalt tendrils groped across the deck, met and merged like pooling mercury, then
sent questing distributaries crawling out until they found Tristen’s skin. As his symbiont repatriated its estranged fringes, pain increased. Crushed bones shifted in rent meat, his body and its symbiont struggling to heal.
He might have whimpered, but the whistle of compressed breath was his loudest sound.
As the fluid dripped between his shoulders and down his neck, he lay slumped, staring along the seemingly infinite curve of acceleration pods lining the holde. The weight of all that empty space pressed him to the deck as surely as did the world’s artificial gravity. In this position, Tristen had time to think.
One of the things he thought was,
Isn’t it peculiar that mine is the only opened tank?
He lay there until the fluid on his body had dried to yellowish crusts and cold air raised his skin in plucked bumps. The grinding of bone fragments lessened as his symbiont forced his skeleton into shape. Once the bones began to knit, torn flesh and bruised organs healing, the symbiont had sufficient capacity for managing his pain. He got a full breath without screaming, felt his ribs expand and his diaphragm flex, and pressed a palm flat to the corrugated decking.
The hand expanded as his weight bore down. Within the envelope of his skin, flesh and bone held. He straightened the elbow, lifted the shoulder. Dragged the second numb arm out from under his body. Braced it as well, pushed. Locked out both elbows, and let his head hang.
On your knees was halfway to standing.
Tristen gritted half-rebuilt teeth and finished the job.
For seconds it was all he could do to remain upright. He hadn’t even the strength to put out a hand and steady himself on the skinned, gray-membraned interior
of the open tank door. But if he fell, he did not know how long it would be before he rose again, if he had the courage to try it at all.
Sticky feet slurping the deck, Tristen turned and walked a step. Now he stroked fingertips lightly along the surface of the pods, finding his balance. Deep breaths, slow until he could no longer taste the blood on each, pushed oxygen into his blood. At least the atmosphere was holding.
Examining the warped bulge of the sky, he amended: at least
here
the atmosphere was holding.
Staring up at the sky helped keep his eyes off the horizon. It took ten dragging steps and forty-seven seconds to shuffle to the readout panel of the acceleration tank two places to the left. This tank remained sealed. Condensation brushed from the readout revealed as many orange and yellow status lights as blue, but even when he squinted to focus blurring vision there were no red ones.
That was relief, that fresh upwelling that stung his eyes and tightened his chest, though it took moments before Tristen could parse the sensation as emotion rather than pain.
Perceval was alive.
He leaned heavily on the mint green exterior of her tank and for the next few moments concentrated on controlled breathing. Strength was slowly returning, but he would need resources. Protein, calcium. Fluids and collagen and amino acids. All the substances his symbiont was depleting as it repaired his wounds.
When the holde stopped spinning in his vision, he lifted his head. “Hello?”
It echoed. Layered, complex echoes that would have told him a great deal about the shape of the holde—if he hadn’t known it already—and the number and arrangement of the tanks. The heavy echo of fluid rang
back from every side. Other than the one he had emerged from, each nearby acceleration tank was full. He wondered how many of the world’s scattered survivors had trusted the voice of the angel when it declared emergency, and how many of those had managed to find an undamaged tank before it was too late.
“Conn.” He tried to find a voice of command. “Conn. Can you hear me?”
“Prince Tristen.” The bodiless voice was a stranger’s, but it carried inflections familiar enough to layer new aches and sorrow over already-complex emotions. It was the voice of Perceval’s new angel, and he could imagine he heard Rien’s phrasing in its words.
“I hear you,” said Tristen Conn. “What is your name?”
A pause followed, which would not be the angel pausing. When the answer came back, it was with the echo of Perceval’s voice, the muddy qualities of subvocalized speech. “I have not been named.”
“We’re under way,” Tristen said, watching egg blue bruises recede beneath the translucent skin of his arms. “Is the ramscoop functioning?”
“Yes,” said the angel. A shimmer in the air, and it—he, Tristen guessed, though he must admit to himself that he was guessing—faded into visibility. The material of its construction massed only grams, but that lace-work was enough to make a solid-seeming avatar. The angel’s form was androgynous, rangy rather than slender. The sleeves of its black blouse hung from spiky shoulders straight to band cuffs vined with tiny silver and fuchsia flowers. A medium-brown complexion blended into cropped dark hair. It said, “We are maintaining velocity at approximately 30 percent of
c.”
“Structural integrity?” A long time ago he would have asked first after personnel. But with maturity had come the understanding that there was no life without the machine.
“The world is approximately 43 percent intact,” the angel said. “However, portions of the superstructure remain beyond my reach. I am blind and numb there. Before the supernova, based on incomplete available data, integrity was at 64.3 percent.”
Finally, Tristen allowed himself to ask, “Casualties?” He imagined the turning webwork of the world blasting through the Enemy, trailing irreplaceable materials and infinitely replaceable lives. The symbiont could reclaim lost bits of Tristen’s blood and body, but whatever fell to the Enemy was gone.
The world had shrunk while he slept.
“By extrapolation, I estimate 16 percent,” the angel said. “My communication and proprioception protocols are damaged. Contact with outlying sectors is tenuous. Life support is suboptimal in all sectors with which I do still have contact. The world has sustained intense radiation exposure and shock damage. We’ve lost a great deal of atmosphere. I am synthesizing carbon and oxygen from available and reclaimed materials and attempting to preserve biodiversity, but it will be some time before we are ready for more than a skeleton crew. Which leads me to the reason I have awakened you prematurely, Prince Tristen. I’m sorry, but I needed your help.”
It was a completely unangelic thing to say, and it broke Tristen’s heart along a fault line he hadn’t known existed.
The angel’s impulse to speak that way hadn’t come from Samael or Asrafil or Dust, but from another consciousness subsumed in the machine. He turned the thought away.
You do yourself no kindness when you play that game, Prince Tristen
.
